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EnjoyLife!,WhatElse?.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Everyone who got pissed off,hurt,fed up,wan kill me type of feeling when u talked to me these few days..i gotta say im sorry

cos i was down and wasnt myself..sorry..deeply sorry.
i knoe u guys and gals wanna help me and advice me when i was down and i was like didnt listen to u all..
i wanna tell u now that i was listening and i appreciate all ur help..
if ur tired to talk to a guy like me,then nvm cos i can take care of myself..
the advices and help were greatly appreciate..and i like thank u all for that..=)

after all ur help,i decide to jus be normal again..move on and jus be myself..
though i still haven change my smoking habits..but hey how often u see me smoke..rare right..so i hope u all understand eh...for those who hate smokers...see the other side of them la..though some may be bad..but there are others who aint so bad at all..

anyhoots,im still lessening my smoking..
so i jus have to say again..sorry to all i have pissed off and hurt..and thankew for helping me..sick and tired of me,nvm me can take care..appreciate the help..now im on track in moving on. =)
keep rocking ya'll

=A true friend will nvr give up.=
[anybody who thinks a smoker is a bad person is sumone who only looks on the bad side of people..]

I'M GONE AT 10:01 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Well,all i gotta say is that..im really down..
down to the ground..

i cant get her outta my mind..aiyer mayb she really was sumthing..
haiz..
what to do sia,move on..easier said that done.. abit stressed up not till those depression type..no no..
basketball is the only thing keeping me glad..and school too..

studying hard and basketball-ing should keep my smile..
if not i guess people would jus have to experience the sad yan..
Keep ricking ya'll

I'M GONE AT 8:50 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Imagine u called home and told ur parents ur coming home late cos ur friend is depressed and needs help..

imagine ur parents asking you to jus go home and dun care them..jus go home.
i dunno about u people but i was kinda furious of my parents reaction..i mean come on,my friend needs help and u jus wan me to go..scold me cos i help sumone?!?!?..then give me cold shoulder..go hell la hoh

i help cos in the end they might help me back..i have to say sorry to my friends if my advice isnt helpful cos im jus saying the ways to handle problems my way..
but i will always be here to listen to ur probs and be there when ya need sumone..

and i finally feeling abit sad..i dunno mayb cos my parent like that and i miss 'her'..yes the one she has heart for another..aiyah..
hope this doesnt distract me..
Keep on rocking ya'll

I'M GONE AT 1:26 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

SSSSSHHHHHIIIIITTTT!!..

the feeling like shit.not that business..
the way im feeling,alamak i read,that she could be head over heels for another guy.

mati mati la yan..keep waiting in the end all in the drain..washed up..
like adding salt to the wound,i feel like im in pain and worsening..
sumtimes life like that,u cant always get what u wan right..aper le buat,what to do.

so mayb i jus stay one corner la let her enjoy her life and the guy she admires..bo pian.
playing basketball and pool is the only things and happy highlights of me life..=)
love can NEVER be forced. remember yan.. hahaha

i aint no crybaby crying about what i cant get,jus stay one corner away and eventually all me probs will go. so all u saddened people out there nt able to get their 'targets'. remeber that there always be someone special for you,no matter ow shitty,how fucking,how handsome,how ugly u think u might look like. to someone u might be their princess or prince, in golden dress or shining armour..

dun ever fall into deep depression because of love, cos theres more important things to worry about.. family,finance grandparents all these..love can be seen by many views..im jus saying mine..=) so jangan marah me ah.

And if u have to cry to let ur feelings out,dun hold it..jus let it all out..it'll make u feel better..after u cry contact a close friend willing to elp...u feel better..
dun be like me,no emotions,no feeling de..even though the girl i like sudah gone,i dun feel sad or anything..that doesnt mean im a flirt then go take other girl hoh...no no...i jus dun wan to be sad by this..haha..

well talk alot,most of u might be blur oreadi...alrighty then u all take care of yourself out there.
and to her,i hope she be happy =)

KEEP ROCKING YA'LL!!..

I'M GONE AT 9:41 PM

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Bored,thats all i have to say for nowadays..
nothing to do,knees hurt and now my elbow is giving me problems..

there isnt much fun around.and i dont even knoe wat to blog about..doing this cos im bored to death.
can die i tell ya..darn and its raining like almost everyday...bloody hell.

i cant wait fer school to start cos at least i have sumthing to do..instead of jus sitting around eh..
if u all haven knoe,i landed at Ngee Ann Poly in Electrical Engineering..well yup

what else can i say,hmm well about that 'her' the girl i like..well been thinking of her almost everytime.she jus makes me smile..but i knew i wouldnt have a chance at all..jus admire from far and jus wait..lots of people say to find another target but i cant..dunno why im jus stuck on her..haha

i knoe sum people out there are having their problems..hope all of u the best,make the right decisions,be happy and hopefully move on. =)
thinking about that,i haven cried for a long time..darn
i think being emotionless is kinda weird..hahaha
Keep Rocking Ya'll

I'M GONE AT 2:37 PM

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LOVES

+BASKETBALL.
+rock music.
+chat.
+going crazy.
+pizza.
+lasagna.
+chicken.
+basically, EATING.
THE COLOUR RED.

HATES

-backstabbers.
-trouble-makers.
-arseholes.
-posers.

WISHES

>WORLD PEACE.
>Adidas basketball shoes, Mad Climas Low Cut
>Contact lenses
>Elbow sleeves.
>A course to work as a chef.
>A NEW HP!!
>Tracy Mcgrady Houston Rockets Jersey =)
>Houston Rockets adidas casual shoe
>Adidas Bag!
>the girl of my dreams. (GOT HER)
>Next,is to marry her =)

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