hey everyone..man this few days been shocked and sadness..
my good friend,his mum passed away.

shocked when i heard the news.
she was a normal lady..knew her..
though she was fierce at times..shes really caring at heart.
all mums are like that..they care no matter what..
so these few days been accompany him with all our friends try to comfort him.
this sudden unfortunate event has brought us all together to make him stand up tall during this severe heartbreaking moment..

so this makes us all see..that life is unpredictable..you'll never know when u just happen to NOT live another day..so do your love ones...care for them like theres no tomorrow.
For my friend,i wish him all the best in his future and to know that his mum doesnt want to see him fail..instead she wants him to succeed in life and never falter..shes looking at you from the heavens..and she wants you to have a happy life..all the best my friend..


as for me,i'll start to cherish life even more...give love to all the ones that i care..
my family,my dear dear and of cos my greatest friends...
know that i love you all...as family and friends..(also dear dear love you)
let us cherish this unpredictable life and live it to the fullest.. =)

take care all and keep rocking!..

I'M GONE AT 9:44 PM

good morning everybody..
updating cos is kinda bored..and dear dear ask me update also..hahax

well recently i receive a big bump on my left knee..it still hurts.
feeling old old old and im jus 18 yrs plus...yup yup
still young somehow..but my body feels otherwise.
after chinese new year..gotta train back my body..gotta be fit
my resolution is to be fitter..hahax 65kg aim aim..

hmmm what else?...
oh yeah basketball..hmm if i feel like if its the right time..i'll probly stop playing bball.
my skills are all gone..wasted away..barely can make a shot,cant penetrate and score like i used to...getting scored on..tio burn..cant defend....arghhhh!!
mayb my body is just tired..just gone.....bball mayb someday we'll finally part..
7 years..most great times and barely tough times..but sometimes things just gotta stop..
see how my worn out body works out...mayb i'll just make it through.

enough of that...lets talk about something else..
and i never fail to talk about my dear dear...woooo!!
she haven give me kiss le...hahahx..
but i dont mind giving her one..hahahx =)
dear dear u must get 14 points and below for your n level L1R4 kz..
must get better than me last time..hahax
since u no new year resolutions i give you one..hahax
dear dear always know that i love you till the very end..will never leave you.
will nvr let you go..im not saying this just to sweeten your heart..
im saying this because i really mean it..i want you so much.
i hope u feel the same way too eh..

well to all readers out there...take care!
chinese new year is coming..got a feast in ur house?...
INVITE me lar...hahahx =)
keep rocking ya'll..

I'M GONE AT 10:25 AM

hellow everyone how you all doing eh..
well basically i have been doing school stuff a little bit seriously now
since exams are coming just after chinese new year..

such a bummer to have it after chinese new year..yeah but what to do right.darn
today was nothing but a drag..studied most of the time..maths maths maths
i use to love maths..now its getting harder..im begining to hate it..ahax

meet with dear dear today..gosh always think of her le..
then today sit down talk talk with her..then she gave me chocolate...woooo nice!!
thanks dear..hahax the chocolate just tastes nicer when given by her..hahhaax
send her home..then halfway talking to her..she suddenly hide one corner..haha dunno hiding from what..ahahax cute lei dear dear..
hmm still haven get kiss from dear dear..hahahahahax
she want run away from it...so bad lei..hahax

well overall fun day cos got a chance to meet dear dear...
and also gotta study hard now..
hmmm suddenly i feel like i aint talented enough to play bball...time will tell..

ouh by the way
HAPPY 2ND MONTH-NIVERSARY TO JIAHAO AND ANNIE!!.. =)
=)

as for my dear dear..on third day of chinese new year..u know what day is it for us..hahax
muackx!

take care all!!!...

I'M GONE AT 8:59 PM

hellow everyone..
hows your day eh??.
mine was okay..nth much happen..

well like i said im gonna talk about what could i have done more..
well is in different catergories so i talk about each of them seperately..

what could i have done more...

1. in studies
well everyone thinks of this eventually.so yeah i have been progressing kinda slowly in my studies.So i could have done more in my studies.study harder and mayb get nicer results..hahx
hope i can achieve that though.

2.basketball
hmmm honestly im not that good compare to other people out there.im just a MALAY basketballer..mayb im not that talented..
so i could have done more by making that extra pass,shoot better,defend tighter and mayb just play my preferred way which is assisting and moving around without the bball and score off passes..hahx

3rd and lastly is concerning my dear dear
well jus basically i wan to make her more happy with me. She nvr say much bout how she feel when shes around me..so i wanna know.
mayb i could have done more by giving her more hugs,gifts,kisses or anything that will make her happy..i love her so much and i want her to be the happiest girl ever when shes with me..i love her that much..yup
whatever it takes to make her happy..i will do it..love u dear dear..

so thats the 3..
i hope i can accomplish them..
all the best to me..hahahahahahax

ouh ya.. i LOVE Lim Zhi Yun!!..aka dear dear..
ahahx

I'M GONE AT 9:10 PM

Hellow everyone..how are all of you today?

well today i kinda ask myself " could i have done more? "
about my ife and the things i do.
funny question to be asking myself after all these years

hahx the answers on the next post eh.

so today nothing much happen ba.
school,take bus home,reach home,nap,bball then now here.
but throughout been thinking of dear dear.

wanna let her have fun with her friends also so they wont think she is neglecting them.
so i was alone today at home.played games and watch NCAA basketball..but still cant get her outta my mind. shes always in my mind AND in my heart.. =)

walk pass yh then saw her..happy like siao..hahax
she didnt saw me wave at her..sad =(
but nvm..hahx

dear dear just wanna say that i miss u like crazy..i nvr see u its like i not myself le.
love you love you!! =)
muackx!.

I'M GONE AT 8:46 PM

hellow everyone..how u all doing?.
well some of yo might know im down with an upset stomach and a high fever.

never go school for two days and im here resting at home like a broken old man.
well all i gotta say that it really sucks to be sick. i hate it as im that kinda guy who likes to
go out and have fun. staying home really aint my cup of tea.

never play basketball since either..miss playing basketball.
my skills are sure rusty now..damn it
gonna train after i get better hopefully.

haiz and lastly..i miss my dear dear so much. ='(
two days never see her its like two months not seeing her.
i wanna hear her voice,i wanna hold her hand and i wanna kiss her.
been daydreaming of her ever since i got sick.
feeling very weak without seeing her..felt sad sometimes..haiz

i wanna get well soon..so i can go to school,do what i want,play basketball and be with my dearest..
i miss u dear dear..sorry lately i cant accompany you when u finish school.
hope u miss me the same way eh. =)
love u lots..

well for the others who 'miss' me..hahax
im gonna be fine real soon..a little stomach ache wont pull me down..
see all of u soon..
take care and keep rocking.. =)

I'M GONE AT 2:54 PM

hellow..hows everbody??
u know ah..sometimes my dear dear can be so cuuuuuuute!!..

the way she reacts when i tease her..
hen ke ai le!!...woooo!!..
talking on the phone with her now..yup its bout 1235am..
dear dear bully me sia on phone..
haha actually its the other way round..hahax

hmm well i jus gotta school has been sucky now..losta tests and projects needed to be done and handed in.
finish late on many days and virtually dun have much time for anything else..
it has trully been sucky sucky..hahax
all work no play makes u a dull boy..yup thats what i am now..
cant even perform well playing bball nowadays
and my left knee is hurting me like crazy..
i gotta go a checkup sooner or later..

well nothing much to say jus that hope this stress period will clear up soon..
now back to talking with my dear dear...so cute!..hahax

kepp rocking ya'll

I'M GONE AT 12:04 AM

hellow everyone hellow hellow!!..
how are u everybody?..

im doing fine just that tml i'll be having school for about 10 freaking hours..
from 9am all the damn way to 7pm..
we are having com pro test tml so gotta get our ass glued at school till it starts..
sucks man tml..someone save me..hahax

today finish earlier..so went back home..relax and slept awhile..
so sian man..wish i got some new games or something.
around 5 i meet dear dear and we went near her house to chat.
i like to hit her with her poa textbook..hahax
er i think she read this dun let me hold the poa book liao..hah

then around 620 send her home..then kiss her on the cheeks..this time she didnt turn.
hahax..she remember liao..hahax.
dear i want kiss from u..hahax
love u dear dear!!..

ah before i go..jut wanna say to all couples out there..including me too..
the guys...take care of ur girls eh..dont ever have the thinking to do anything that will hurt her.respect her...treat her good and she will treat u back good.
to the girls..hey guys aint robots..like i said we got hearts to.
sometimes the simplest thing can make us go crazy..
a simple smile to a sweet kiss can make us knoe that u love us..

alrighty then to all u people out there..keep the love..
and always keep rocking =)

I'M GONE AT 9:05 PM

Hellow everyone how u all doing?
well as for me..im going crazy crazy and more CRAZY!..

today was jus plain boring..my EC PRO teacher is a total asshole.
asshole asshole asshole..no sense of humour no nothing..jus an asshole..

enough about that bald headed asshole..
today was pretty normal..school stuff then take bus go home..
today th ebus like super fast..then drizzled and heres the fnny part.
if rain should be cooling right?...but no it was like so humid and hot.
i walk a short distance also tired and sweated..haha

meet dear dear after that..hahx walked home together.
then the jiahao and annie behind us.felt their presence..hahax
then walked our seerate ways..i send dear dear home.
keep hitting her with her POA textbook..super thick sia.
my last time poa book lose hers..haha

then when about to send her home..wanted to kiss her cheek to suprise her BUT.
she turn then kissed at lips..ooooo great moment..arhh then she go home and i went back home smiling smiling andjumping around..ahh so nice!!..haha
i think she go home blur blur cos she say happen to fast..nvm dear dear nxt time i will look u in the eyes,lean my face foward and then kiss u...enough time?.haha

dear we officially one month liao.ah i will never forget how we met.i remember how i liked u and then it turned to love..You can make me run miles wihtout stopping.you can make me smile without any reason.you can make me fly without any wings.
i love you dear..as i always say...my heart will always belong to u.. =)

loves to u dear dear.
*hugs also =)*

I'M GONE AT 9:14 PM

hie everyone..how u all doing?
arhh i super high and happy today..
today me and dear dear celebrate our first month together..
actually its tml bu we both finish late tml so celebrate today lor..


met her at youth hub outside then went somewhere to sit and chat.
chatted and stuff.. then gave her the perfume i bough for her..
hahax then she gave me the thing she bought for me..
ah it is so pretty..i like it..look!!

Ah so nice le...and it flips like a book...3 pages or so...first prints dardar which she always calls me..then nxt the date we both started being together and the last the word "together" but seperated..i have the letters 'toge' and she has 'ther'...is so nice..i keep looking at it..

then we sat and chatted somemore..put my arm over her..and she lay on it..sort of cuddled together..she really makes me sooo crazy..crazy for her of cos..hahax

then went back to youth hub..asked her whether she going home with her sis or me...then she going home with her sis so cant kiss her later..so i jus look at her..move my head towards her and kiss her cheek..

ah like kissing soft cream..its so soft..and she smelt great..ah kiss her she shy liao..hahax

dear tml its officialy our first month together..love you so much...nvr will i ever have the feeling to ever let you go..with my heart i promise that..

Love you dear dear..i want us to be together for all eternity.

I'M GONE AT 7:58 PM

Hellow everyone...how u all doing eh?
hopefully you are doing fine.. =)

today played bball in the morning..wah super hot and tired sia.
heart pumping and sweat all over..
good exersice and fun time..
then afternoon talk with my dear dear..hahax she kena bully by me..
wont say wat happen..see her "my space" can liao.
hahahahax...sorry hoh dear dear...dun cry
i sayang sayang you kz..
just joking around dear dear..dun take it into heart..
i love you... u knoe that..

then afternoon play bball again..wah hiong ah.
i bball crazily le these few days..hahax
but late injuries are taking a toll on me..
my knees are getting worned out
elbows like rusted like that..

i gotta train back my body sia..im getting tired easily.
train hard..gotta remember that..need discipline..

also,dear dear and me gonna reach one month ler.
ahh shes so great..love her like crazy.
shes someone who can make me laugh.Someone who can make me smile away from my pains.
ahh!! love her like crazy le..

i asked her she excited anot but she said " i dunno ".
i feel like i haven done enough =(
bu nvm dear i will try harder..ok?
love you always!! muackx!!

to the others..pls take care of your body.
train hard..dun spoil ur body..could be injuries or diseases.
pls take care..value life..
you will onli get one..

keep rocking ya'll.

I'M GONE AT 9:06 PM

haiz...since the start of the new year..i begin to realise that i have lesser time to see my dearest..

i cant go in youth hub anymore which really sucks to me cos i really love that place..
great friends,great atmosphere and also great fun..
i wanna be a volunteer there soon as i wanna be there again.
just a paradise for the young at heart me..hahx

dear really miss u alot..im gone without u.
i start to be more sick,losing less patience,having more anger.
i begin to sleep late thinking about you.
i begin to daydream about u cos i often see u.
i begin to read ur sms over and over again because i miss u..
i begin to lose myself..

dear dear i really need you around..
i hope u know that..i hope u feel the same way too..

i miss u dear dear...love u lots

I'M GONE AT 1:31 PM