S.M.D Fiyan

to my friend

2009-10-05T14:04:00.001+08:00

To my certain friend,

i just have to write this down because tolerance and limits has its patience..
whatever im gonna write now,hopefully wont affect friendship and workmanship.
work is work..friend is friend.

Yesterday when u have the nerve to say that me and your other friend did NOTHING but let you do anything.
Please rethink back what you said,if it wasnt for me..You would have done nothing there..
Dont say we wait around and do nothing..please la if i had something to do i will do it.
Your not older than me and you dont have the power to insult me like that.
Doing NOTHING means absolutely not doing anything at all..means i wouldnt screw the bracket,lift up the tvs,the metal sheet just everything ok..
I dont care if your joking anot,it really pisses me off.. I wouldnt feel tired if i did nothing.
i would know if i did nothing..please im 20 years old..i know how to think ok..
so please if i didnt do anything at all..you will be stuck there the whole fucking day.

Didnt you see how fucking angry our faces were when u said that?..
i guess not because when i told you..u didnt care a single shit..
so if really we did nothing then you can everything yourself..
you want to carry and when i say " Dont be hero"
i want to help you carry..not waiting there for nothing..
It really pisses me off man when u say that..its not only yesterday..
most of the time you like that.. So please im just asking for your understanding.. Think what you say,for your other friend,you gotta know he has back problems..major problems..so i dont mind him sitting a few times but you cant say him till like that..

You said you care about friends..So where is it?.
Hope this wont ruin friendship man, but there are just some things we can tolerate and some things we just cant.
The other guy might have a different thinking to this but you should know my personality as my friend.
I wont mess with you if you never mess with me..
if you do,i'll get in your face and tell you about it..
sorry i gotta put it this way man..
hope the brother bond wont be broken..

sibei long never post ah

2009-09-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

Alright,damn long never post liao..
just as my previous post(long time ago) said.
i went to make my life more enjoyable..AND
it has been..enjoy my life how it is..no troubles no problems.
really happy its going this way..

Well i somehow got something to write about though.
My topic for the night, "friends"
Yes friends,well what do we ever do without them.
Let me tell you some.
Without friends you will be lonely,sad and depressed.
Without friends you wont be able to spread your happiness but forced to share it by yourself.
Without friends there will be no one there for you,to listen,to advice and to make u smile when everything goes wrong.

Im happy that i got crazy ass friends.
Friends to keep me and themselves entertain when we are playing our favourite sport,Basketball.
We keep ourself company and enjoy being with each other.
No fueds or grudges,we look like brothers.(no matter what race too)
Well i can go on and on about how great it is to have friends.
The only thing that matters that they are just neccessary for your life to be enjoyable.

With friends your happiness doubles and your troubles divided.

2009-06-09T10:08:00.002+08:00

I GOTTA MAKE LIFE MORE INTERESTING!!..
But somehow i just like it the way it is right now.. =)

long long time

2009-06-07T21:38:00.003+08:00

Okay hello everyone..
sorry i never update for soooo freaking long ah.

was just busy..doing what?
well just enjoying life..hahaha
play basketball,game..meet my dearest.
and when i come home..eat sleep and play..
when night comes..i will get tired..no time to blog..haha

alright then..my common test is coming soon so im studying like hell now.
in fact it starts tml..what a bummer
well thats why im studying nowadays..
tests end on Tuesday so after that im FREE.....hahahaa
have to lose weight ah during my holidays..im getting fat.
shit shit shit..
well no time to blog more..i gotta study.
and going to watch movie with dear dear on Tuesday..
weeeeeeeeeeeeee!...it will be out 18th month together...
Love her always =)

17th months

2009-05-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th months for me and dearest!
Lots of love from me to you.

yup today will be the day my relationship with dear dear will reach 17 months.
I know the time span of the relationship its not important..i believe that too.
Its the quality not the quantity..
But somewhere in my heart..im happy we lasted this long.
And i want this to carry on..i love her sooo much..
Sad today cant bring her out..due to some un-foreseen delayed problems.
i would haven taken her out for this wonderful day..dont worry darling.will make up for it soon..

Love You So Much Darling...Muackx!!

school sian tiao

2009-05-04T19:20:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone..gosh i gotta say that life has been kinda the same.
school is alright..just that some days my time table just sucks.

i have been thinking uh. About my girlfriend.
I love her a lot. I feel like i have found the perfect girl for me.
People might think that theres no such thing as a perfect partner.
Well,the way i see perfection in a person is that, i am able to be happy no matter how i look at her.
Hard to understand. Well, let me try to give an example. Like we all know, its so hard to explain love
especially when u really found it.

Well to me, my dearest girlfriend has many unique characteristics that really makes me feel shes great.
First of all,she is just like 'the girl next door' kinda girl.
She do not have high expectations of me so the same from me to her.
She wont nag at me about the smallest things. So she has the mature thinking.
And most guys agree with me that girls with mature and confident thinking is good.
Shes always there for me even though she cant go out at night, she contacts me though phone.
We give each other our own time.My dear is alright with this as she understands,relationship not always have to be 24 hours together.

well i could go on and on about my dear girlfriend. To put it simply she is just the person that i love so much,a person i want to be with for the rest of my life,the only one that i cherish.
Lim Zhiyun..i love you darling..muackx!
thanks for brightening up my life..i loved every second im with you.
dear we this saturday 17 months together liao..Happy to be with you!
=))

The love of my life =)

beautiful song

2009-04-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

Im addicted to this song
beautiful..its stand by me.
international version..
just wonderful..please listen to it
may it brighten up your day

Stand By Me

sprained ankle healed

2009-04-16T20:57:00.004+08:00

hello hello everybody..
im kinda bored now so decided to blog about something
now i have been reflecting about my life whenever im free.
and i always knew whenever it just doesn't feel right.
i got something i can always thing off to make me cheer up or laugh

and this thing is....... Friends!
yup friends..aint nobody in the world who can get through their lives without friends.
well in my life..they are just people around me that make me laugh my ass off..
people who i can talk to whenever i got something going on.
people i can trust..people i enjoy being around..
without them my life will just a piece of junk..seriously.

i wouldnt be the person i am now without my friends..
cherish everyone single on of them..well thats all i wanna say..
hope everyone cherishes their friends eh..
they are like second to your family...if u aint got family...then they are your family..
chill out and just enjoy ur life with ur friends

anyway,finally my sprained ankle has healed...i can run jump and do light exercises now.
it was on Sunday that i sprained it..now its Thursday..
so fast it healed...probably it was just a light sprain...
alright cant wait to play basketball soon..i gotta play as much as i can..
because on 20th april..i gotta go school...SUCKS ah...!!
alright take care everyone....keep rocking ya'll

go bugis

2009-04-10T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hellow hellow everybody...
gosh im still sick..flu flu flu..
my nose like a tap man....running mucus

today went to bugis with my darling..
she went there to shopping and i accompanied her.
when we reach there..it was hot, so cooled down by walking around
bugis junction..hehe

all cooled..we then went to bugis street.
darling walked around and around...then finally bough 2 shorts..
( to me super short..but sexy..haha )
then after that we were bored and decided to walk to marina..
then halfway rained...wah si bey suay..
thanks to the rain.we waited..then got tired..so decided to go home..
tio the rain when going to the bus stop...stop over the new mall beside bugis street.
nice place not bad ( because like dun have adidas shop..soo booo )
then finally went home...she went to my house to spend some time and after that went our seperate ways...
enjoyed my day with her...love her so much..
love u dear!..haha

alright thats all...hope my flu is gone soon..because i want to play basketball...exercise..move my ass..
ahh and please stop the rain...
ok then...thats all...keep rocking ya'll

im going crazy

2009-04-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hows everyone?...
well hope all of you are cos im not...
damn im sick..yup fever then abit of sorethroat.

hate being sick..cant do what i wan..
bored like siao ah..
i cant do what i want and its kinda turning me insane.

im thinking of stuffs i dun usually think of.
getting all emotional..
jumping to conclusions..
just went crazy..i hope i get well soon and i can do what i wanna do.
the constant rain also not making me feel well any better..
i never felt this way before and i hate it..hopefully it will go away soon..

fever please go away...ur playing around with my brain...argh!
hate this shit...

ah?

2009-04-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

eh heh sorry long time never post eh.
just dunno what to say ah..

alright today topic is NOTHING..
seriously haven been doing much lately..so bored.
today fetch dearest from school..we play pool..
wah very long haven played pool...hehe and i won her at it..next time k sayang

then just went gym with the slut aka tiger..
then after that went thompson road there to eat some good prata man.
damn its good...recommend to everyone.

alright i am totally clueless as to what to do for the next few weeks.
as all the NP poly people know...we start back school on 20th April 2009.
aint that a bitch..hahx
so gotta enjoy the most we can..and i gotta train up for NS which will possibly come at 2010..
aint THAT a bitch..
well better get ready then not ready at all..hit the gym run the tracks..

NBA is getting more exciting..
Charlotte Bobcats....please make it to the playoffs!!!!!!
you can do it..!!

alright thats enough...keep rocking ya'll

damn bored

2009-03-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

Alright what i can say right now is that im freaking ass bored man.
nothing to do at home...i wanna work but no lobang.
anyway left till April 20th to work because by that time..i gotta go back to school.
boring but at least got some fucked up thing to do..

coughing right now like siao.
one thing i hate is i hate being sick.
u feel weak,useless and did i say weak....damn
i rested all day today...still the coughing didnt stop..
i think the phlegm in my throat can fill a bucket...

and finally i got a fucked up phone...whereas everybody got a nice nice coloured 2-5 megapixel camera mp3 phone...and i fucked up phone..
so yeah...alright you dun usually see me complain alot so this is the first time eh.
just doing this out of pure BOREdness..
alright thanks for listening in..goodbye
keep rocking everyone...

what is love?

2009-03-14T22:32:00.004+08:00

ah today got the basketball competition..
in the end..miserably ended in 3rd place..
tried my best but the best team won anyway..
thanks for accompanying me dear dear..
sorry didnt talk to you much..i know you tired..
hope u got enough rest liao ma okay?.. =)

well thats that...leave it be..short term memory..
now i just play bball for fun ah..

now now something i like to just talk about to make my post abit livelier.
well eh since im a guy..im gonna post some stuffs about
HOW A GIRL CAN TREAT THEIR BOYFRIEND RIGHT?

- well firstly.guys got ego...yes we have even though some of us deny it.
- we appreciate the simplest things.. even if u dress p nicely once a while..yeah we love it.
- sometimes we try to help u and we screw up...dun scold us like hell..cos yes once again pride ego are very big in a man..so gotta complement us and ask us to try harder
- just lower ur standards among us..we aint gonna be perfect rich handsome guys eh..though some of us are..but u know what i mean.
- feed us..nothing makes us happier through our tummy... ( especially me )
for more visit this site http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqzcF7zxZNE

nothing to do

2009-02-19T14:08:00.002+08:00

saw this at my friends blog..so do it since i really have nothing to do now..

Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 20 people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Sufiyan

2. A four Letter Word : Sexy

3. A boy's Name : Sofian

4. A girl's Name : Siti

5. An occupation : Swimmer

6. A color : Silver

7. Something you'll wear : Shirt

9. A food : Sushi

10. Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo

11. A place : Suntec City

12. A reason for being late : Sleeping

13. Something you'd shout : SLUT!!

14. A movie title : Simpsons Movie,The

15. Something you drink : Slurpee

16. A musical group : Singers?

17. An animal : Snake

18. A street name : s______

19. A type of car : Sunny(Nissan)

20. The title of a song : Singing in the rain

anyone who see this...just do it...kinda fun if ur not doing anything..haha

v'day

2009-02-15T15:07:00.002+08:00

Alright hellow everyone how was your valentines day eh?..

well yesterday i went to watch Love Matters.
its a movie. funny ass movie..lots of laughter and also lovely dovely romance.
i went to watch it with my dearest..
She and me were laughing our asses off...it was a really funny show and also
it was very meaningful.. it really shows how bad and good it becomes as ur marriage gets longer...or u had been a playboy all this while...what problems u' ll face and what bad things awaits.
nice show and i recommend everyone to watch it...especially couples,newly weds and married couples..

ah after that we had lunch at burger king...i ate the burger and darling ate the fries...then when it came to the sundae pie...dear dear feed me the creamy part...which equals to the fattening part...wah lan ne wan make me fat onli..

haha after that we took mrt,lrt home..sit 'somewhere' and we chatted all that.
also got 'something' happened which we both cant say out..haha
overall had a wonderful day with dearest...hope she enjoyed it too...
alright till now then... =)
keep rocking ya'll

Dearest..i know we had a misundertanding when we met yesterday...buts its alright k..
i understand...love ya!... muackx!

ALARMING NEWS: Glenn Ong and Jamie Yeo have seperated...sad to hear this but things happen and i hope Glenn Ong is feeling better after a while..take care man.

bugis

2009-01-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

Finally i went out.
yesterday went to bugis with my dear dear.
thanks to her for bringing my FAT ass out of my radius( if u dunno please refer to previous post )..

NOTE:DURING OUR BUS TRIP MY DEAR DEAR YAWN 8 TIMES..she looked fairly tired. so mayb tats the reason why for the number of yawns

Went there and they was a lot of people when i reach my destination
i felt like i was in china.People from everyday life was buzzing around Bugis Street.
Left right front back it was all crowded no matter where i was looking.

The atmosphere there was kinda hot due to the huge numbers of shoppers there.
My first thought is that all the people are there for last minute shopping.
For what?. That question popped out in my head countless time as to why they were so many people there.
Then i remembered that Chinese New Year was just around the corner.

The constant pushing and shoving was just one of the many reasons that was depreciating
the shopping feeling. My dear was in a constant moody feeling. I thought she was having her period.
Well skipping the rounding around the fully occupied and uncomfortably hot street. My girlfriend finally bought a dress and a small bag for herself.

With the shopping done,we took the bus home. Went to the Bukit Panjang Plaza for our dinner.
Both me and dear dear had a craving for Long John Silvers. Once we reach the fast food restaurant, we ordered the combos and ate. Filled and bloated with the delicious food we then when home. ( cut short ah )

alright that summarize my yesterday. It was fun since i didnt went out for almost forever.
Thanks and appreciate my darling effort to bring me to bugis street with her. Enjoyed every second of it.

alright alright see why i post till so chim?...mayb not so chim..neat as to say..
well its for my darling..im using good english and high value words..haha see how i can last this...
alright thats it for today.
cya all and keep rocking.

damn ass long haven update arh

2009-01-19T22:53:00.003+08:00

SO SORRY LONG TIME NEVER UPDATE ARH!!!!...

alright.sorry for the very very late update.
just couldnt think of what to write..
so its 2009.... -.-"
since my last post is on 2008 dec...

alright what the hell i have been doing so far...well just the same old thing.
its just copy paste from last year..
and yah this year i gotta make sure i at least go out once every week.
because my friends...those who know me very well..
i rarely go out.....RARELY...seriously.
if i was hanging out with a bunch of outgoing guys...
they would hate me like hell...hahha

like my dad say..my radius of where i always hangout it not even 400metres wide..
then i ponder whether thats true...in fact it is..
other than school which everyone needs to go...
i go to the basketball court and go back home...the radius is even less then 400 metres ah..
so ya i really gotta hangout more often..but i dont like wasting money le..
bring me out to eat can ah..hahahax

so yup thats one of my resolutions for this year....um mayb make it at least once every 3 weeks..
i haven gone out....and when i say go out....its not like within my neighborhood or anything...
its like go town,the city area at least out of my freaking radius..
so thats the thing i wanna do first...im really a boring person...i rather sit down have a chat over lunch then rather go out to far places to do the same thing.

i dunno...gotta change my mindset...
alright i will try to update more often...tag me to update..maybe that will motivate me..
alright cya guys..going anywhere give me a msg...i'll try my best to go along too..

seriously...i really have such an attitude about not going out.
i can be boring but thats just me..
all i need is my nutty family,my wonderful girlfriend ( I LOVE YOU! ) , friends and last but not least, BASKETBALL!!!...

take care all..keep rocking!!

aigh aight aight

2008-12-21T23:03:00.002+08:00

alright alright alright..

so soorry long time never blog k..
just dunno what to blog about sia..
but heared some bad news about two people i know.

haiz bad things happen..the road aint always easy
relationships have ups and downs..
so i hope the two of them can carry on with their lifes with happiness and peace
we only got one life...so live it to the best

well enough with the bad news....good news now.
dear dear got 5th position in N level...ah really proud of her.
even my parents are happy she got good results..
and dear dear,dun sad la...i know u dropped...but hey u can work even harder k nxt year.
i support you =)

well then i've been thinking about all this relationship thingy
and im kinda worried that when im serving NS..i wouldnt have much time for my dearest
and it will hamper our relationship..and shes going poly..
ah just scared...but i do trust her and hope both of us will last longer...hehx
I will LOVE her no matter what..

well i got nothing to talk about now..
till next time eh..take care all...we are gonna be schooling any time soon
so enjoy it while you can...WOOOTS..

Keep rocking ya'll

outing

2008-12-04T09:45:00.007+08:00

watch out for branches

what a view!..

henderson waves..simply beautiful

nice view again.

and again...

me and dearest..shadow that is..

and again..nice view

nice biiiiig bridge.

Nice!..

dream house pt1

dream house pt2

ouh come on..dont romance here..look at this..

must got feeling being here.

aww!..not again!..

never too young for anything

cute place..

thats art.

this too

emo flower..they are looking down.

nice white flowers

the VIEW..fantastic..again

need i say it again?..just beautiful

his and her shoes..

my face cake sia...

tank!.

posing..

this thang is heavy shit..

haha..

superman!..

where superman flew!..

those were the picture of our trip..on 1 dec 2008
nice trip..thanks ivan and mr porkchop for planning this wonderful event..
thats the end of all of it..nice trip overall..
get to see a side of singapore i never seen before..well then
any of you all wanna go there..can ask me..
i can show you around..
well then thats all..take care everyone

Keep Rocking

me life

2008-11-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

ah long time no blog...dammit hahahax..
well sorry eh...just dunno what to blog..
i onli blog when im kinda bored...im bored now...so might as well eh

during weekends finally got to meet dearest.
ah miss her so much..had lots of fun together and lost of kisses too.
simply just had fun..wanna spend that kinda time with her again..

well i dunno what to write about so might as well say about basketball!!..
hmmm now people say im a good playmaker and scorer..i can pass and i can score.
but i told em..i wasnt use to be like this...last time i liked to score..solo every single time i got the bball.
to me it was fun..but one day i knew how it felt seeing a person playing like me..
trying to score all by himself...no teamwork no nothing..it makes me think twice.
theres no glory when everyone isnt playing at the same level...so i told myself..why play this way..im making other people HATE the way i play..

so thats when i decide to be more of a team player..
help on offense and defense...
i became more of a passer and score when i need to and not as and when i like.
i soon loved the way i play..then i start to hate people who play basketball with no teamwork because it just destroys the game..
the feeling of seeing your team mates score makes me happy...then im making them better and the team better..
till now i will never forget then basketball is about teamwork,about making others better..
hey,thats why i like to play point guard..the best position to be a playmaker..
so thats how i prefer to play now...passing all this...people who play with me bball should know sometimes i do flashy passes...haha to me is just a fun way to play..

well i know how to pass..i know how to score..
next what im trying to accomplish is to be a better DEFENDER..
yup play for like 8 years like that then now still improving on it..
im not a really good defender...so i wanna get better...hope something will hit me in the head and i will improve on this..haha
i want my team mates to score, not the opponents..
thats why people ask me " why you keep playing?..why you keep training? "
i would tell them that im still not good..still learning..
i wanna be the best i can..so people if u want get better...train eh..

alright enough about that..hahax
must be feeling sleepy reading all that...take care all
cya!
keep rocking..

elow

2008-11-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

hellow everyone..what i tell ya..that i will blog often..
haha 4 days since my last post..not bad..

ah posting today cos today was great.
heh its 9/11/08 meaning....me and my darling reach 11 months lo..
woots..heh
who says malay and chinese cant have relationship together.
haha still going strong though..yeah!
well today we just had a fun time together..
no need go out far far all this...just relax.

love its quality time spend together not how long you spend time together.
heh..well i think tuesday its gonna be the last day of O level paper right?
well good luck to you boys and gals...to my dear dear too..=)

ah nothing else to blog about..just that another week of school its going to start...meaning
boredness boredness boredness...
sian le...especially on I&E,MA,EMD(which i dont understand a single shit).
MA lecture really sucks with all those people around.
yeah their foreign students,clever all that but they are irritating sia.
talk to each other side by side like shouting like that..
then everytime never pass me the attendance list...cos of that i miss one lesson..
i dun have a grudge or anything against them..nor do i disturb them.
then i see them give me du lan face...kanina i give them one punch in their face sia..

never disturb them gimme this attitude..
then talk bad about us Singaporeans..
then go back to your country la hoh..wah lan.
sian ah..now because of what they do..im beginning to look down on them.
dun blame me...blame them..i didnt had this grudge in the beginning..

well on a brighter note...today was an awesome day with dearest even though it was just a normal day for us two..but really had fun.
being with her really makes me happy and i wish for this to carry on.
loves to my dearest..

alright people, boring u again huh...well alright then do take care.
eh anyone want play bball or jog.. call me up aight..and lets jog around bukit panjang..hahax
take care and keep rocking!

dearest!!..I LOVE YOU!!
MARRY ME!!..haha

school

2008-11-05T18:30:00.004+08:00

wah si bei long never update sia..
sorry eh..
sometimes i lazy blog because got nothing to blog about.
if everytime write same thing also boring to read..
well well well..

ah u know people..i have taken an interest in learning self defense.
kinda cool sia the moves.
not that i will use it for any bad things.
just wanna know so that whenever something happens that require some self defense.
i know a trick or two.
cool man..interested?
well i just saw some videos of it on youtube..
by a guy call mava something something...he sounds like rocky.
he really teach some good defense..
girls,u should definitely learn this..who knows one day it might save ya.

well other than that its been pure boringness at school...boring boring boring.
the only lesson im enjoying are DEC cos my teacher keep saying "hoh hoh" and "issit issit?"
which to me is pretty funny and he teaches clearly...something most teachers lack..
hahahahha..jus kidding eh.
other than that all my lessons are plain boring..how to survive this sem sia..MATI.

anyway i have been thinking of dying my hair BUT i dunno what colour le.
or should i let my hair grow longer and then dye it..
what u all think?...those who see me often...come on some opinion le..hahax
decided to dye my hair cos been stuck with boring black hari for almost 2 years i think.
so gotta change...anyway later NS come..BB liao meaning "Black and Botak"
speaking of this NS thingy..i have been training lately,yes though some of u who see me like no diff..come on a little encouragement le..

though im just 170cm i weigh 78kg.
like wth..but i dun look fat..
ok lar im abit fat but not that fat.. heh must be heavy bones.
im jogging frequently at night so anyone wanna acc me..
call,beep,msg anything that will get my attention and tell me aight..
anyway is bored to jog alone...but what to do right..

so hopefully i get to possibly 70 to 72kg by end of this year if not i failed.
but anyway i set my 2008 resolutions to be at 65 kg...guess i failed either way right.
but nevermind because" with failure comes success"...hahahahahax
well its been a looooong post...i think later u all zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............................

take care ever...................y.............one..

*snores*
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school

2008-10-16T20:01:00.003+08:00

OOOOHHHH....long time no post sia...sorry sorry
well since i was going start school..i spend time bball and gaming like no tml..

now school start le...heh can blog liao ah
anyway First day of school...si bei sian liao.
my lecturer keep repeating what he say...especially when he keep saying "as the director of the care corner........"
wah damn dulan keep hearing this again and again..as if we will forget his the director of that place..
then the following days after that including today...was just okok.
wah some new modules...really the buay tahan ah...abit hard...for now ah..
mayb holiday mood then cant take in the subject well..

Start school already that means also cant meet my dearest that much.
weekends will have to do..hope ur alright with that darling..
also start school...less basketball..sian sian sian..no fun leh like that..
gotta get used to it...

ah and i gotta lose weight...me = fat..
yes yes yes....kanasai i like to eat then wan slim down.
dun look up when u close ur eyes la..also cant see anything.
like to eat then wan slim down...cannot lose anything la...haiyah nvm i try.

well thats all for now...hope the bored days will be fun-er and more days to meet my darling and play my favourite sport in the worl..bball!!
long time nvr do my floater....miss it..haha
those who play bball with me will know ah..haha take care all
Keep rocking

selamat hari raya

2008-10-07T01:42:00.002+08:00

i know its kinda late but what the heck

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

to all me friends and family reading this post ah..
sorry for all the wrong doings i have done to you.
if i talk rudely to you arh,take your food ah never tell you,do dirty trick on you when playing bball,
laugh at you all those silly stuff ah
hope all of it will be forgiven..
hahahax
lastly hope every enjoy this joyous moment..

anyway on hari raya wah i go visit me grandma and uncle house..
sad and happy times..
overall its was a great day...
today went to another of my aunt and uncle house.
ate alot...wah tell you..i think i gain back whatever kilos i lost few weeks back..
just because a had a serving or two more....okok mayb 5 or more serving too much k
wah lao...hahahx

ah its such a fun fun fun moment this hari raya..
fun-er than last year..hahax
its just get better..hehe
well well fun also makes me tired...so enjoy this whole month eh..
Selamat hari raya to all me muslim friends.

(ouh ya dear dear...what you write on your post..dont think like that k..even if you lost faith in me..i will put in back in you with whatever i can..i love you..simple as that..and thats means i will go to whatever limits and beyond to keep you with me forever...i love you baby...always know that =D )

this whole week

2008-09-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

Sorry long no time no blog...no time to blog..paisay arh..

i will summarise what i did for the whole week..
alright here we go..
On MONDAY,
went out with dearest to west coast park..at there got many things to play sia.
though some are not to my age level...hey im young at heart.
so all the stuffs there are fun to me too..ahax
had a great time with dear and she had a great time too..
the flying fox was the best of all..i love swinging from one end to the other...i play the thing till my hands were pain..ouh when we were playing..got a few japanese kids playing the flying fox too..they had difficulty playing the thing as it was too high for them..then dear dear,go and help them..she push them while they are riding it to the other side...when i saw her helping them..she look like a mother..with 3 kids..
after all is done...went home exhausted but with joy in our hearts...fun fun fun day..

On TUESDAY,
i was playing bball when suddenly...was sibei suay the bball traveling at 2398764279km/h
hit my thumb and bent it outwards into an awkward angle....
wah then pain like no tml...cant shoot the bball like i used to.. only can lay up..sian tiao..can play my A-game...sian sian sian..
after that when i went home...wah back pain...my right upper back pain..
i bent my body will pain like siao..

On WEDNESDAY,
just play bball...nothing much happened..

aiyah skip to today lar..
today play bball with my injured finger and back....halfway while playing..my back feel pain again..
so pain that i had to stop playing and lie down..i think its cos i nvr warm up myself..hahax.
wont repeat this mistake again..

ah then at night fetch dear dear...she like very quiet then sad sad face...i worry leh..
she like that hard to talk to her...then like that if continue on will like make us drift further apart...i dun wan that...i love u dear dear...pls cheer up soon and become the chatty type like u were last time k
love ya lots..

well thats the summary of those 5 days...will blog more often..if i remember that is..
well hope i recover soon...if not i will probably just play less aggressive then i use to...
take care all..keep rocking

lesson learnt

2008-09-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

well this post is as an apology to my rantings and venting of my anger about The Place..
yeah i think most people know.

that shows how people react when they get angry..
well that was one of my very angry moment..
all cool down though..
but im still standing for the part about showing respect..
my language and tone of it was unacceptable of course..

well sorry to all i have hurt and possible let u create a grudge on me.
this is my apology...everyone goes through the moment of getting angry and then saying out every single thing that they normally wont say..
so yeah im sorry and hope is back to normal..
this is refering to my aug 25 post eh..

so hope u all forgive me and let us just put it behind us AND
ENJOY LIFE! , WHAT ELSE?.

for info,the four words here are my motto in life..people sometimes say what to do with their life..
and i will answer this to them..
enjoy your life , there isnt any other thing to worry bout...just enjoy it..
cya all and once again hope im forgiven by all the staffs and people out there..
keep rocking ya'll

birthday

2008-09-18T01:55:00.003+08:00

yesterday had my bday celebration..
before i went out...my dearest of all gave me a present..
its a special gift just for me and i love it..
its was handmade by her so its was even more special
i love you baby...and thank you sooo much
muackx!

now then,
went too eat steamboat..
at first think that the food wont satisfy me...BUT
it did man...nice nice nice..
will eat there again if invited..haha

today alot of my friends came and i was jus suprised and happy
when we were eating..we chatted and had fun all together..
it was just memorable..it will forever be remembered by me..
hehehehx..
then at the end...they shop closed the lights...i tt that the shop is gonna close soon...
but then a cake is presented to me..
given by Rongxin....THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH...the cake was a slice of oreo cheesecake..
ah it was very very very VERY tasty and sweet...
i like it so much that i keep thanking her...thank you thank you..

forget to take photo with the whole group as this was a memorable day for me..
and i like to thank all of them who came...my good friends..
thanks alot...really..i could cry with tears of joy on that day..

just simply...thanks alot...you made 17 september 2008 a very special day for me..
=)

stupid yh

2008-08-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

Well today was very dulan..
they are social workers...so they have to know how to show a good example to other youths.
but NO...they let them shout here shout there knowing the fact that they are other people there as well.
think their grandfather place.
when i ask them to keep quiet..tell the social workers to soften them..
they reply me saying its okay...its a place for youths to drop by..

For them to drop by then at there act like monkeys!.
so what they are trying to tell me that i should let the youths run wild like stupid monkeys and dont give a fuck if other people get irritated..
and they dun show fairness....they ask the younger ones to study study study...
then the other youths that they always like to play with can dun study...make a hell alot of noise.
and they dunno that their STUPID MONKEY voice can be heared even through the study room..
so what the fuck are they there for?....i dun expect them to be discipline master or anything but at least tell them to show some DECENT respect to those who are studying...

please la...that stupid west spring boy come there like vip...other people like him they tell them to study all that but he can just sit and read comic books..
so wheres the fairness...ask me the volunteer to set example...but i see the workers like that...
how the fuck am i gonna comply...do their job?..what the bloody hell la..
so if they think respect for others its not important...
then fine they can make all the noise and disturb the whole neighbourhood i dun give a fuck..
i aint going there to lend a hand anymore till i see that they themselves can set a good example and tell the youths to be respectful to others who are also there..
please la...we are all grown ups...soften your voice also so hard issit..
talk to each other side by side no need shout right...

like as if you are the only ones inside there...si bei du lan ah..
today i saw how blind they can be..i tt they are suppose to understand these youths and make them change..
when i was younger..i changed through beatings,scoldings and insults..
these kids get nothing like that and they got these workers to talk to them...TALK!
not beat scold and insult..please la...that place will just produce asshole teens if they keep this up..
if showing respect to others its already hard for them...what would u think they will do when they get older and communicate with the outside community....confirm die wan la...

i hope that PLACE knows what kind of youths are really occupying that place...when people see them acting bad..then the same image will be posted to that PLACE...
so please change la hoh...

exams!

2008-08-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

harlow everyone..well sorry long time no blog.
been studying for my exams la..wah sibey sian arh.

although i got just two papers..haha
but still need study cos if i dun freaking pass it..
heh im in trouble..
so studying it now and kinda busy at nights...sorry if your calls or smses are not replied.
i was practically busy..well what should i talk about today.

hmm.. just finished reading the low kay hwa...i think thats the name
the low kay hwa book tittled "the photogenic life"..
very interesting story to tell you that.
once i read this book. i realise its true that we don't need to hide our true selfs just because you worry that other people will think badly of it.
you don't have to act rich when your not rich.. just be hapy for what you have..if you want better..strive for it.
its really interesting i think all of you should check it out to.. the Low Kay Hwa series.
Super nice..gonna read the next one soon...i think its tittle "You Are Here"

all about love and thing thing..hahax
haiz,i miss my dear dear now. I wish can spend time with her almost anytime i want..but need to study,then need do your own stuffs,hangout with friends.
i try my best to be with you most of the time k dear..love her sia =)

well,
another thing i wanna say about its my physical health.
i seem to be not improving in terms of stamina,strength and other stuffs.
i gotta train more often..because!
next year going to army liao le..wah kanina hell sia.
so gotta get fit for it..at least wont suffer too much..hah

exams are gonna be over this friday(22/08/2008)
yeah man...happy
after that can do all the things i wanna do..but importantly i gotta have A JOB..

anyone can intro me any job?..
any kind..just dun let it be illegal or weird kinda jobs eh.

er thats it for today..its around 1plus now...wah so late.
gotta get to sleep..if i can..nights everyone!

never give up

2008-08-06T23:17:00.005+08:00

You know whats my biggest dream??..
to be the one of the most known chef in Singapore and have my own fancy restaurant.
yup thats my dream..though i play basketball and like to play games.
people get shocked sometimes when i tell them i wanna be a chef.

most people wanna be scientists,business man,musicians.
they aint alot of people who wanted to be the chef when they first think about their future.
well i was kinda different..i liked food.i like to cook food too.
so much that sometimes i wanna cook food to make people who taste it happy...
so what better way to do it then becoming a chef.
hah many people say its hard..but hey never try never know man.

now im studying engineering..
so gotta have patience and after my graduation and the dreadful NS.
i will go to shatec or wherever known to study culinary skills.
most probably i wanna go overseas to study even more about cooking..heh
so hope this dream of mine come true..and i can truly help you taste buds feel like they are in heaven..ahax

well today what i do

today me and dearest went to play pool.
it was her first time playing on an official 8(or issit 9?) foot table.
so it was kinda exciting...i played on this kinda tables many times.
so got confident to win...but who knoes..lady luck was on her side.
no lah she had some skills too..
wah she win me 4-2...yes embarassing but congrats to her..
want her to compete in pool competition but she dun wan..
im sure she will at least get 2nd or 3rd lor...
she getting better than me liao...so i gotta train further..
oh ya i wanna be a pool player...like have a chance to represent a club or team or something.
anyone got any leads?
i wanna be a good pool player...one of my favourite things to do..
so thats all folks..long time no blog...sorry about that eh.
my exams coming,i spending time with my dearest, and basketball-ing at the same time..hahx
so erm till next time..i will blog again.

oh ya, any MALAY BASKETBALLERS out there?..
im getting lonely,to the point of giving up trying to find someone like me.
a malay who loves basketball..

well then till here...keep rocking ya'll

sian

2008-07-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

ah hellow everybody.
well my last post,did it kinda inspire you all?..hahax
well its true.no matter what u been through.
you still who you are..still the same value..

well today i just wanna say something else.

you know that sometimes, people dont listen to you.
dont give you the respect you deserve.
well most probably is that you haven earn it from them.
this quote probably many basketballers who watch nba will know.

"We all want respect. You want it from your team mates,you want it from your fans, you want it from other players. There's many ways to get respect. But theres one way to get the kind of respect that undeniable. One that can never be taken away from you. WIN."

well,if you want respect from other people you just simply have to WIN them.
earn it..prove it to them that you deserve respect. Dun let anyone step on your head when they proved nothing to you.
Give your respect to someone who is better than you. Dont ever be a sore loser. Learn from that particular person. Become better and possibly surpass him or her.

Respect for others are rare these days. People often just underestimate people who haven prove themselves. So if you want this respect,this recognition, win win win and win..because theres the only they cant take away.

i wanna be the best malay basketballer ever IN Singapore..but first,i gotta get the recognition of the best from the best..
so any malay bballers out there..challenge me!

what you are worth

2008-07-14T08:20:00.003+08:00

$20.00

Sometimes we just need to be reminded!

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by

holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,

"Who would like this $20 bill?"

Hands started going up.

He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you

but first, let me do this.

He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.

He then asked, "Who still wants it?"

Still the hands were up in the air.

Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"

And he dropped it on the ground

and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.

He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.

"Now, who still wants it?"

Still the hands went into the air

My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.

No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it

because it did not decrease in value.

It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives,

we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt

by the decisions we make and

the circumstances that come our way.

We feel as though we are worthless.

But no matter what has happened or

what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,

you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know,

but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special
Don't EVER forget it.

There are times where we feel like a ton of bricks fell on you.
like as if you lost yourself,lost your life due to the things you do.
no matter how many times you fail,no matter how many times u been hurt by other people.
you are still priceless to those who care for you.
though you may not see it at times. But the feeling is there.
no matter what you did wrong,no matter who you hurt.
stand back up and redeem yourself.because you are worth it
never hold on to the past,appreciate the present and look foward to the future.
because when you succeed, people will say you are worth it to succeed because no matter
how many times u fell.you got up again.
not only for yourself,but for the others who cared for you.
no matter what dirty secrets,bad habits or bad behaviour that u had.they will still want you.
because you cared.

2008-07-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

whats up braddas and sistas.
i and i was shooting da hoops and handling some crazy shit man.
me body feel like a truck bang it hard.
just wasnt i and i day man, seen?

me and my bad man friends were all playing ball.
then da light was in a shitty mood.seen?
da day pass by feeling all tired and shit,like me been taking some bad weed.seen?
ah me been crazy to da gta4 game that i and i took up this wicked accent.
rasta baby rasta.
i and i body are leaking out energy, gotta sleep soon man. u seen?
keep rocking me braddas and sistas.dun let da love die ya'll.

Mi link yu up layta, seen? Night, ma bradda. One love.

''rasta style''

so many assholes so little space.

2008-07-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

tell me if some of you all know the answer to my question.

Why in this world,there are so many people who like to hurt other people?.

Why would people hold a grudge for so fucking long when its just a small thing and then curse it out on that person like as if he/she owe their life to you?

Why don't some people show love to their girl/boyfriends when they need you?

Why reject them when they want you so badly?

Why not sacrifice for them?

Why ruin someones life when he/she is already changing for the better?

Why give up knowing failure will lead u to more unpleasant life?

Why shift the responsibility when it itself its yours?

Why are there so many bastards and bitches when there could be gentlemen and ladies?

Why couldn't good be more than the bad?

Why? Tell yourself,your friends,the world.
Why all these are happening?. Whats causing them?

Think it through,it might change your thinking,might change the way you feel,might change you see things.
think it through,make this world peaceful for everyone.

[[ Posting this cause i see the world around me, decomposing in good, growing in the negative ways. People, friends , family , even myself. So if you agree,why not change for the better ]]

Its your choice, To enjoy your life the healthy way or the bad way.

near 7th month

2008-07-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

hellow hellow...long time no post..
so posting now baby..

well then YESTERDAY,
had an awesome time with youth hub with the bbq..
food was plenty but depleted really fast..because there were so many young hungry kids there.
Overall was great..but i got see ah..nowadays the young kids dont have a speck of respect for the elders.
damn it talk back all this like as if we younger than them..knn i really hate these kinda kids.
when they grow up they will know how fu*king irritating they really are..
but nvm in the end had a nice walk with dearest to cool my tempers.
and sorry dear dear that day i was sweating alot....play bball mah..

TODAY,
dear dear give me wallet sia....wah so nice le...i like it.
got alot of card slots..next time i will look like a business man..
i really like it dearest...THANK YOU!!..
sorry didnt get anything for you because i was totally clueless on what to buy for you.
i gotta plan early next time.
ouh ya i cut my freaking hair already..the tail is gone...no more...jus a lil one..hahax
anyway today had a lot of good times with dear dear....haven't had that for like a few days now..glad we spend the time..
i never ever wanna be seperated from you baby....yes i wanna last long with you till i put that ring on your finger...muackx!.

argh...anyway i wanna post something about myself...anyone got any ideas what i can write?...
jus tag me aight...other subjects also can =)
well take care all...

Enjoy Life,What Else?

start school

2008-06-25T09:09:00.003+08:00

Start school. super sian thats all i can say..
wah first lesson already enough to make me sleep for 12 hours..
yup i return home,slept at 7pm and woke up at 7am..
haha well you get how tired i was...

well gotta get the holiday mood outta my head..
hmmm what i can do to destress now is probably to just play basketball.
chill and relax. just go with the flow.

hmmm,this is for my dear dear..
dearest, dont ever think that you are controling me or whatever.
because i love being with you. even if i play basketball lesser.
its not a problem at all. If your sad or anything, dont ever be shy to share it with me..
im your guy so dont be shy or scared with me..if not i will worry that ur not happy.
i want you to be happy,ok?
i love you no matter what happens. you remember what i want to do if we last really long right?.
yeah..i wanna be with you as long as both of us love each other.
dont ever think i wont like it being with u..dont think like that k
i LOVE being with you...i LOVE you..
hope u fully understand how much i care for you =)

100th post

2008-06-18T10:54:00.002+08:00

yo!!...this post is my 100th post..
woooooo!!...

haha anyway i took long enough to reach my 100th post..haha
anyway these few days had great times with my dearest and also playing bball. =)
school is gonna come soon...man thats a bummer..
i wanna have more holidays..hahx

err i have been finding malay basketballers all my life..but thats so little.
if u know me well,u should know that my dream is to become the best malay basketballer in singapore..hahahax
huge dream though...so can i do it?...haha only time will tell

ahhh..talk abot a few things with my dear dear..haha
private arh..i wanted t know her boundaries so i wont hurt her..
just wanna say that i love her lot...muackx..kiss for her..ahahax

well well...um wanna enjoy these last few days of holiday..
hope all of u have fun days as well...wooots!..
enjoy!...
take care all..keep rocking.

new look

2008-06-12T22:02:00.005+08:00

yo...my blog got a new look...all thanks to my dearest...
hehex im damn noob at this kinda thingy so i let her do for me ba...thankew dear dear..
quite satisfied with the way it looks now...awesome.!
thanks alot dear..

hmmm i today sian ah in pool no form seh then dear dear keep bully me..hahax
not my day not my day..haha
then after that got play wrestling with all people in youth hub...well the guys at least..
always bully the kenny..haha that guy act tough but tio submission by me..hahahax
today didnt had to mood to play bball...i have no idea why...
first time le...dun have the feel to play...i everyday feel like playing..only today.
wonder why..nt sure...mayb i have all these injuries..sian arh

ah tm is friday...one more week like that before school starts....arh sian ah..
hate school...now so stress...then the teacher damn ass biased..everytime say clever students then dun give a fuck about the weaker ones..kanina asshole teacher.

well wan have fun before school starts...and i gotta train my legs to be tough..im getting slow on the court nowdays..hehe

well take care all...dear dear i love you!!
muackx!

keep rocking ya'll

rain rain go away

2008-06-01T16:48:00.004+08:00

hellow everyone..
hayah nowadays rain rain rain...i varely get some time to play bball..
constant rain...then when i play back...like shit..
cant even chop sia...lay up also like kns.
i play bball to destress...but since cant play...abit sad ah
cant play my favourite thing...

anyways common test is coming and im ready for anything...
pass pass fail fail lor..hehehx sure can de

anyway dear dear...sorry about last night k.
hope ur feeling better back..i miss ur laughters..hahax
i love you lots....cheer up k...later we chat on phone =)
muackx muackx!

blog ler

2008-05-19T22:57:00.005+08:00

arh hellow everyone how u all..

today had a fun day,spend time with dearest,played bball and had a good talk with my good old friend
dear dear came to my house today to have fun.play 'fight' carried her....all these stuffs.
really enjoyed it since its a long time since we did that..after what i did to her...hope this few things can make her happy back..and today she super fierce...i dunno how many nails scratches i have on my arms and hands...she super violent..like wrestler..hahahahax

played bball today and i kinda found out that i play better without shoes...means barefooted.
and i play better too with low cut shoes...so i think my next bball shoe is gonna be a low cut shoe..mayb gilbert arenas shoe..the low cut one...that shoe is nice,low cut and light...just the way i like it...BUT it cost a freaking 182 dollars if im not wrong..
im gonna take weeks jus to save that amount...i want new bball shoe...i gotta get one for my bday..or anyone kind enough to buy for me one..hahahahahahhahax
i will greatly appreciate it..need new shoes QUICK..haha

had a chat with an old friend of mine...hes currently having problem of how to get this very girl that he like..he told me all his situation and i told him that he just need to have the courage to just stand up and just tell her how he feels about her...he says that he will find the right time but he has been telling me this problem since god knows when..hahax.
so my advice to him...just have the courage and tell her how your heart feels..

alright thats all...i will try to remember to blog more often...tag me...and i will blog even more..hahhaa cya

ps. i love you dear dear =)

kobe bryant MVP

2008-05-07T20:15:00.003+08:00

First of all..i wanna say
FINALLY KOBE BRYANT IS MVP!!!

alrights,sorry i super duper long never update.
people never tag me much about what to blog about. So i went MIA those days.hahax
well school has been a drag sometimes..super boring
alright,hah i told dear dear that if mid year not satisfying...i will play with her hair till she feel like cutting it all..hahax
now education is a serious business..study if not get nothing..unless if your talented or lucky.

okay tml i am gonna do project till very late in the afternoon and on friday also same thing..means i wont be able to see my dearest...nooooo
dear anything if your lonely can sms me k...lonely dun emo one corner..haha
argh nothing much to update...people anything u want me to blog about...just tg me aight...cos i got no idea..anyway the nba playoffs are going on...catch it people

GO LAKERS AND HORNETS!!...

( dear dear remember that your happiness its the most important thing to me )

wth

2008-04-23T19:06:00.003+08:00

im so down now..

a good morning,not there.
a simple "hows school?",not there
a simple "what you doing?",not there.

when im lonely i look at my phone,
expecting either a call or a message
not there.i wish i wish and i wished.
nothing came.
i gave u attention...why isnt there any for me?

really sad now...no mood for anything..

school starts

2008-04-14T20:34:00.008+08:00

SCHOOL HAS FINALLY STARTED!!!

well today was kinda alright..lesson at first was boring to the core..
green vision..mayb first lesson sian ah...hopefully the following lessons will be fun

hmmm dear dear few days back told me that her parents know that im with her.
aiyah jia lat...tt that she will tio scold then cant go out.
but she told me her parents never scold le.
dear they never scold so pretend nothing happen..hah

no need till cannot sleep k.
well i kinda think of what might happen if me and dear dear were to really last long.
how will our parents accept our marriage..hahax
she needs to convert to my religion.
its gonna be confusing but like everyone know..
love conquers all..hahahhaax

let nature take its path eh..
well school has started..and i hope i can get my holiday mood out soon.
cos im staring blankly in class..
thinking of my dear dear of course...hahahahax

well,today dear dun wan eat lunch with me..quite saded as to why she dun wan acc.
eat alone later people tt i emo.
then she go home nvr tell me...
why like that...dear dun like that hoh.
make me think like u dun wan me around...k?
muackx!..

well to other people out there who are schooling...have fun in school..well at least try to have fun..alright then.cya
keep rocking ya'll

sentosa

2008-04-06T12:15:00.004+08:00

hellow everyone..how are u all today?.
gosh as for me...im feeling old sia.
my right knee is in pain..cant straigthen it..wth sia..hahahahax

anyway yesterday went sentosa..woooots!
with my dear, zhiyi and perry.
me and dear went ourself first.
hahx walked around.saw the merlion.
big..long time never see it..
then i tried to find the nature walk/dragon trail.
sounds interesting but i kinda got lost in sentosa..
wonderful eh..

nvm nextt ime i try go find..hehe.
then went to walk around the beach with dear.
suer hot ah...sweating like no tomorrow.
sit one corner then did what she told me to do..hahax
we were sitting at padawan beach but it was too silent there...like ghost town.
little people...and it was on a saturday le.
then went to siloso beach..wah there then got people.
found a place then we sat down and waited for the zhiyi and perry.

when they came liao..then went to play in the beach..haaha i jus drag dear dear in when actually she just want play in the sea till her knees there..but too bad i was there.
play for quite long ba..i was exhausted then around 4plus pm we went home.

wah had a very fun fun day with dear dear...wooots and we kissed lotsa time..hahax
where and when no need to know...hahax

thats it...
well everyone thats in poly...gonna start school soon...get ready for another sem of stress and dull lecturers.
take care all and keep rocking.

talk le

2008-03-31T19:30:00.003+08:00

Hellow everyone how are u all today?..
hope ur fine eh..

well well as for me..i aint feeling too good.
my knee has been giving me countless problems.
my left knee to be precise...everytime move my leg abit.
will hear alot of crack cracking sounds..haha
kinda freaky if u hear it.

well sorry long time never update.
jus that i dunno what to blog about u know..tag me on what to blog.
ask me questions..then i'll post the answers..
heh so what have i been doing these few days..
well basically enjoying my life out...bball, hanging out with dearest and playing with my friends.
other than that is just plying xbox360 and jus surfing the net..
school is gonna come real soon...excited and not so at the same time..
want more holiday but at the same time..sian ah rather be schooling..

well today didnt do nothing much..early morning send dear dear to school.
wah tired...but i still want to wake to send her to school.
so sweet of me right...haha
mum ask me this is probly the first time i ever do such a thing...waking up early morning jus to send gf to school...i dun really know.
well mums knows best..hahahax

well hangout at yh..did some training and poof im here.
anyway people im getting fat sia...so who wanna exercise or play bball..
pls pls call my number..u should know..
call me up aight...

oh ya. Love you dear dear..
another 9 more days...and its our 4th month together..woooots!
muackx muackx!

okay then till here..blog more when possible
cya and keep Rocking!

sentosa

2008-03-22T19:23:00.003+08:00

Alright whats up everyone..
long time no blog..sorry eh..
keep forgetting sia..

well YESTERDAY.
i went to sentosa with dear dear,annie and jiahao.
the trip there took super long.
didnt go there for almost 4 years so when i got there.
was suprised.
so many new stuffs. okok get back to the point.
when reached there straight away went to the beach.
it was super hot arh..the sun shine like no tomorrow.
wah steam lor...
felt hot so decide to swim in the sea..
too bad dear dear cant join in with me in the sea.
she never bring extra clothes...yup diao..hahax
but poor annie she nvr bring extra clothes too but she got dragged down to the sea by her dearest jiahao..haha
was very fun there..after playing in the sea..we went to rent bicycle..
ah at sentosa there so little place to cycle..not fun de...prefer pasir ris there..can cycle to the stable.

anyway me and dear dear take he double bicycle..heh it was my first time riding it so i got a few off balances here and there..my passenger behind,dear dear was screaming all the way...hahahax
once i got used to it..make her scared by going fast and doing alot of turns..hahahax
after all that is done..we went to the bus interchange to eat and drink.
bus-ed back home and along the way keep teasing dear dear...hehehex
send her home..**kisses** and thats it. =)

overall it was an awesome day..haha
had fun and joy..

well everyone thats it...i will try to remember to update more aight..ahax
well take care all...
keep rocking yeah

hie

2008-03-13T20:25:00.003+08:00

hellow everyone...hahax
today was jus simply WOW!!...
and very nice too..

last night talk with dear until quite late..haha
she everytime so quiet...haiyoh hard to continue conversation..hahx
dear nxt time talk more..dun keep quiet..

okok today went to youth hub with dear...
sit down and play with her...tease and tickled her..haha
fun sia..her jacket so small i wear till my forearm.tight liao..hahax
play pool with her..aiyoh i win but nvr owe anything..not fun le like that..
hehex..dear,u will nvr win me..hahahax
and i will cut my tail when u cut ur hair kz...
i grown the hair tail for 1 yr plus le...so if cut will heart pain.
after that around 530 we go liao..

hmm went to our corner..hehex
then sat in the cold...heng i got dear dear to hug...feel warmer..
then after that...we kissed..
woooooooo felt so nice..
muackx muackx...hahahax
then she shy ler...hahax
dear no need shy le...told u ler if with me..no need to shy k..

aight tml friday and i will go yh to tease her again..muahahhaax
jus watch out dear...see the wheather lor..hahahax
aight till here then..

love my dear dear so much...muackx!
cya!!

ah suprise downfall

2008-03-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

hellow ya'll..dang long time no post.
sorry eh..jus dont have anything to blog about..haha

not that now i got something to blog about..jus for the sake of it..
wah today went payar lebar...suang ah go there..super long sia.
go there jus to go for the giodarno warehouse sale...kinda cool..lotsa stuff but very few my size...im big and fat..so u know..need extra 'material'.

after that went to eat,kfc...wah lan ne long time nvr eat that...power..
stil as tasty..but the pricey..i dun like.haha
wah and also ah...damn its raining cats and dogs and rats and fishes everyday man..
du lan...cant play bball...so cold then cant do anything except putting my ass at home playing games..
i need exercise man...i need to go out and have FUN!!!!..
hen du lan...why rain...tml pls dun rain..
dear dear i know u can stop the rain..cos u bring it everytime..haha

oh ya,girls u gotta that every guy or man aint exactly perfect you know..gotta understand that all of us has flaws...some have too much though..haha
well, not every single guy or girl is bad...jus because u experience one bad memory with for example a guy...dun think that all guys are the same...hell we are not..if we are the same...then that will be kinda weird u knoe...haha
so learn to forgive and forget...cos there a millions of people out there...and like they say...everyones different...so there are millions of different people out,.possibly one that u think that is better than what u think they are...so yeah..

abit spoil spoil my english but dun care le...u get the point can liao...aight
take care ya'll and pray that tml wont rain..
i want play bball...i dun wan any rain.haha
jus rain on days i not playing bball...hahaha eh wait a minute...that could be everyday..haha
well cya!!!!

leg feeling better!!!

2008-02-28T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hellow everyone..
long time never post sia..so sorry..forget le..slipped out my mind.

well last few weeks if u all have seen me..i had several injuries on my leg.
my left foot felt pain whenever force was applied...
my right ankle was giving me probs..

i tt thats was seriously end of my 'career'..leg gone...knee also having slight problems.
but till i took this 'treatment'.
it was cooling yet relaxing..i tt its not gonna do much...but im feeling better ever since..
miracle...and i manage to touch the bball rim again...yes.

never tt that i will able to touch it again..hahahahahahahhahaa happy happy.
and on the same day..play 4on4 bball and won all the matches...power
everythings good now..ahhaax

dear dear...sorry hoh today didnt fetch u from school and i reach yh soooo late..
i knoe u must be disappointed or sad somehow...sorry okay
i will do my best not to do that mistake again..
love you so much dear dear...!! =)
( dont bring the rain again hoh dear dear...u walk the rain start to come..haha )

well,since im all fit and back to my normal self..no longer injured..i think its time to work out my body once more so that i wont have these injuries again..
gotta be slimmer too..hahx

well people,enjoy the holidays( for poly people )...for others..enjoy urself aight..
take care..

i dont wanna miss a thing

2008-02-24T21:10:00.004+08:00

hellow everybody..whats up eh..
for me,im pretty down here and there..

miss my dear dear so much..my holidays are gonna be long.
and she still having school...sad sia..
anyway people... have been practicing this song by Aerosmith.
an old song tittled " i don't wanna miss a thing " .
if can i wanna sing to my dear dear one day..
if u havent heard the song yet..go here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vo_0UXRY_rY

nice song..wanna see the lyrics?.. well might as well...
dear dear read this hoh..someday i wanna sing this for you..

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

(Chorus)

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah

(Chorus repeated 2 times)

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

dear dear...I love you!!..
singing this for you pretty soon...still practicing...
oh yah dear..im still gonna exercise like crazy..haha
i will win..muackx
miss you!..

2008-02-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

hellow everyone..i know its been a long long time since i post..
been working working..
now chinese new year period is gone...time for me to relax man.
well throughout the days i have been working sleeping..
no time for bball at all...then when start to play back..i seriously suck like hell..hahax

so im gonna go train train train...as well as get fit back..im fat man
also i got a bet to overcome by end of this year..to be 65kg
hahahax
also when i was working..didnt had much time to spend with my dearest.
hope she wont be angry at me bah.
im gonna make up for all the loss time..sorry hoh dear dear..
i know i havent been around much..now if u need me there..i will be there without a doubt..i love you always!..

before i end my post, i just gotta say that,dont ever force yourself into doing something that u dont like at all..life comes once only..u gotta salvage this only chance to enjoy it.
if u like basketball but ur friends want u in soccer..what for go all that trouble and u wont enjoy.. (heh just like me)
one thing is for certain,just enjoy life..
if u lie ding bad things..well just hope the law wont catch up to u eh..hahax

have a nice day!!..

kids are jus cute..

2008-02-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone..i knoe very long ago new year but i just say lo...no harm right
hahahax so been busy nowdays..
working working working..

but not only that..during work i encounter so many cute occasions with kids.
haha the most cutest of all is one encounter with this small little boy.
he bought along a toy gun..a toy gun but its taller and longer then him..haha
so i bought the food the guests canton...when i was standing by the door to give the food to the other waiters...he aim the gun at me..haha it was super cute...he give that "hands up wise guy! " face then i put my hands up...hahaha
the mum of the boy told him not to disturb me..hahaha
thats not the end.
on another trip there to deliver the food...i saw him holding the gun again..
then when i turn my back to him to talk to the other waiters...i feel a small knock on my back...when i turn i see a soft bullet between my legs and hes there looking at me with a smile...
haha then i say " wah i die liao..tio shot "..
haha funny sia...cute thing to happen...the mum again ask him not to disturb..
when the family is returning home from the restaurant..the little boy looked at me again..i gave him a shot with my imaginary gun...using my hands ah...then he ask his mum for his gun...haha
cute sia...well thats it...if i encounter more cute stuff...i will post here..

cya all =)

ouh dear dear...today no kiss from you....arhhhhh
its like my medicine...dun have will siao de...haha
love you dear dear...tml cant see u...miss me hoh
hahax
muackx!

ahhhhhhh!!!!!!2 month ler

2008-02-10T00:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2 MONTHS
for me and dear dear =)

dear dear,two months have passed.
we never quarrel or had serious fights.
we loved each other like there wasnt any tomorrow.

i wanna tell you that,
my love for you will always live on
thanks for making me smile,turning my frowns
with you,thats all i want.
with my heart,it'll always be with you.
i'll be yours forever as long as you want me.
i will never leave you.
Because you are my soul,the one that gives
me the purpose to live on with life.
Love you,i will forever will.

dear dear...really love you lots..we two months ler..
nothing bad has gone between us and i hope this carries on.
i nvr want to hurt..i jus want you to be happy..haha muackx!
hope like the hp pouch and winnie the pooh thingy..haha
cute hoh?..cos i choose one mahz..hahax
love you lots dear dear...remember that
my heart will always belong to you =)

got a kiss!!!

2008-02-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hellow everyone...how are u all today eh??
well as for me im feeling goooooooooooooooooood!!

why? in a moment eh..
today i did some thinking..what or who will i be like if it wasnt for basketball..
well one thing is for sure..i wouldnt mix with chinese people like i do now.
probly the playing soccer with the malay dudes..
through basketball i also get to learn from other bball players how they got better in basketball and also in life..
pretty interesting for the that-time me..hahax
so thank you basketball...u kinda saved my life..

so why am i happy today?..
well going home with dear dear today..its was just like any normal day..
we chat chat and laugh when we were walking home together..
reach the block ler i stood infront of her..gave her a kiss on the cheek....BUT
today was different..after i gave her a kiss..she came close..then i that time bit blur..thinking what shes doing...then she tiptoed..and gave me a kiss on my left cheek..
my legs start to feel like jelly and i was happy like crazy..hahax
dear dear...u almost make me faint..haha
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! happy happy..

she went home and i walk like a crazy guy back...haha
dear dear u pass ur "practical" ler..
A1..haha

love you dear dear..muackx!!

my dear..blur

2008-02-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

Where my heart belongs❤

Good evening everyone how are all of you today..?
well for me today was bored to the bored to the boredness man..

last night slept around 3plus am cos was waiting for dear dear to reply and at the same time read some news.
haha dear dear fell asleep as i expected..its okay dear dear.. =)
dun sad...im okay with it de.

woke up early afternoon and then watch tv and online.
as soon as i online..dear dear offline..saded
hmm around 3 like that she call...hahax
hmm for your info my dear dear hoh..very blurr blurr when she talk on phone.
talk to her then she will " huh?..ah? "
i find it cute..hehe

laksa at A* fajar not bad le..hahax
should try it out eh..anyways after had my lunch when my friend house to see the movie
"just follow law" i think thats the tittle..
nice show..lotsa meaning..also singapore whats up with all the rules sia..hehx
soon after played a lil bball with jia hao and his friends.
now im home..

well overall..kinda bored..the onli fun part was talking to dear dear on phone..
and hearing her blurrness...hahahx
tml i no school le...so anybody wanna go out or anything..contact aku la..call wo..dun bo jio me le..hahax
alright take care all..keep rocking..

dear dear..Love you!
6 more days eh =)

a sad moment..

2008-01-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

hey everyone..man this few days been shocked and sadness..
my good friend,his mum passed away.

shocked when i heard the news.
she was a normal lady..knew her..
though she was fierce at times..shes really caring at heart.
all mums are like that..they care no matter what..
so these few days been accompany him with all our friends try to comfort him.
this sudden unfortunate event has brought us all together to make him stand up tall during this severe heartbreaking moment..

so this makes us all see..that life is unpredictable..you'll never know when u just happen to NOT live another day..so do your love ones...care for them like theres no tomorrow.
For my friend,i wish him all the best in his future and to know that his mum doesnt want to see him fail..instead she wants him to succeed in life and never falter..shes looking at you from the heavens..and she wants you to have a happy life..all the best my friend..

as for me,i'll start to cherish life even more...give love to all the ones that i care..
my family,my dear dear and of cos my greatest friends...
know that i love you all...as family and friends..(also dear dear love you)
let us cherish this unpredictable life and live it to the fullest.. =)

take care all and keep rocking!..

random

2008-01-26T10:25:00.000+08:00

good morning everybody..
updating cos is kinda bored..and dear dear ask me update also..hahax

well recently i receive a big bump on my left knee..it still hurts.
feeling old old old and im jus 18 yrs plus...yup yup
still young somehow..but my body feels otherwise.
after chinese new year..gotta train back my body..gotta be fit
my resolution is to be fitter..hahax 65kg aim aim..

hmmm what else?...
oh yeah basketball..hmm if i feel like if its the right time..i'll probly stop playing bball.
my skills are all gone..wasted away..barely can make a shot,cant penetrate and score like i used to...getting scored on..tio burn..cant defend....arghhhh!!
mayb my body is just tired..just gone.....bball mayb someday we'll finally part..
7 years..most great times and barely tough times..but sometimes things just gotta stop..
see how my worn out body works out...mayb i'll just make it through.

enough of that...lets talk about something else..
and i never fail to talk about my dear dear...woooo!!
she haven give me kiss le...hahahx..
but i dont mind giving her one..hahahx =)
dear dear u must get 14 points and below for your n level L1R4 kz..
must get better than me last time..hahax
since u no new year resolutions i give you one..hahax
dear dear always know that i love you till the very end..will never leave you.
will nvr let you go..im not saying this just to sweeten your heart..
im saying this because i really mean it..i want you so much.
i hope u feel the same way too eh..

well to all readers out there...take care!
chinese new year is coming..got a feast in ur house?...
INVITE me lar...hahahx =)
keep rocking ya'll..

hey hey hey

2008-01-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone how you all doing eh..
well basically i have been doing school stuff a little bit seriously now
since exams are coming just after chinese new year..

such a bummer to have it after chinese new year..yeah but what to do right.darn
today was nothing but a drag..studied most of the time..maths maths maths
i use to love maths..now its getting harder..im begining to hate it..ahax

meet with dear dear today..gosh always think of her le..
then today sit down talk talk with her..then she gave me chocolate...woooo nice!!
thanks dear..hahax the chocolate just tastes nicer when given by her..hahhaax
send her home..then halfway talking to her..she suddenly hide one corner..haha dunno hiding from what..ahahax cute lei dear dear..
hmm still haven get kiss from dear dear..hahahahahax
she want run away from it...so bad lei..hahax

well overall fun day cos got a chance to meet dear dear...
and also gotta study hard now..
hmmm suddenly i feel like i aint talented enough to play bball...time will tell..

ouh by the way
HAPPY 2ND MONTH-NIVERSARY TO JIAHAO AND ANNIE!!.. =)
=)

as for my dear dear..on third day of chinese new year..u know what day is it for us..hahax
muackx!

take care all!!!...

could i have done more2

2008-01-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone..
hows your day eh??.
mine was okay..nth much happen..

well like i said im gonna talk about what could i have done more..
well is in different catergories so i talk about each of them seperately..

what could i have done more...

1. in studies
well everyone thinks of this eventually.so yeah i have been progressing kinda slowly in my studies.So i could have done more in my studies.study harder and mayb get nicer results..hahx
hope i can achieve that though.

2.basketball
hmmm honestly im not that good compare to other people out there.im just a MALAY basketballer..mayb im not that talented..
so i could have done more by making that extra pass,shoot better,defend tighter and mayb just play my preferred way which is assisting and moving around without the bball and score off passes..hahx

3rd and lastly is concerning my dear dear
well jus basically i wan to make her more happy with me. She nvr say much bout how she feel when shes around me..so i wanna know.
mayb i could have done more by giving her more hugs,gifts,kisses or anything that will make her happy..i love her so much and i want her to be the happiest girl ever when shes with me..i love her that much..yup
whatever it takes to make her happy..i will do it..love u dear dear..

so thats the 3..
i hope i can accomplish them..
all the best to me..hahahahahahax

ouh ya.. i LOVE Lim Zhi Yun!!..aka dear dear..
ahahx

could i hve done more?

2008-01-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hellow everyone..how are all of you today?

well today i kinda ask myself " could i have done more? "
about my ife and the things i do.
funny question to be asking myself after all these years

hahx the answers on the next post eh.

so today nothing much happen ba.
school,take bus home,reach home,nap,bball then now here.
but throughout been thinking of dear dear.

wanna let her have fun with her friends also so they wont think she is neglecting them.
so i was alone today at home.played games and watch NCAA basketball..but still cant get her outta my mind. shes always in my mind AND in my heart.. =)

walk pass yh then saw her..happy like siao..hahax
she didnt saw me wave at her..sad =(
but nvm..hahx

dear dear just wanna say that i miss u like crazy..i nvr see u its like i not myself le.
love you love you!! =)
muackx!.

miss her..my dear dear

2008-01-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone..how u all doing?.
well some of yo might know im down with an upset stomach and a high fever.

never go school for two days and im here resting at home like a broken old man.
well all i gotta say that it really sucks to be sick. i hate it as im that kinda guy who likes to
go out and have fun. staying home really aint my cup of tea.

never play basketball since either..miss playing basketball.
my skills are sure rusty now..damn it
gonna train after i get better hopefully.

haiz and lastly..i miss my dear dear so much. ='(
two days never see her its like two months not seeing her.
i wanna hear her voice,i wanna hold her hand and i wanna kiss her.
been daydreaming of her ever since i got sick.
feeling very weak without seeing her..felt sad sometimes..haiz

i wanna get well soon..so i can go to school,do what i want,play basketball and be with my dearest..
i miss u dear dear..sorry lately i cant accompany you when u finish school.
hope u miss me the same way eh. =)
love u lots..

well for the others who 'miss' me..hahax
im gonna be fine real soon..a little stomach ache wont pull me down..
see all of u soon..
take care and keep rocking.. =)

dear dear blurr blurr

2008-01-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

hellow..hows everbody??
u know ah..sometimes my dear dear can be so cuuuuuuute!!..

the way she reacts when i tease her..
hen ke ai le!!...woooo!!..
talking on the phone with her now..yup its bout 1235am..
dear dear bully me sia on phone..
haha actually its the other way round..hahax

hmm well i jus gotta school has been sucky now..losta tests and projects needed to be done and handed in.
finish late on many days and virtually dun have much time for anything else..
it has trully been sucky sucky..hahax
all work no play makes u a dull boy..yup thats what i am now..
cant even perform well playing bball nowadays
and my left knee is hurting me like crazy..
i gotta go a checkup sooner or later..

well nothing much to say jus that hope this stress period will clear up soon..
now back to talking with my dear dear...so cute!..hahax

kepp rocking ya'll

anyhow oi

2008-01-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone hellow hellow!!..
how are u everybody?..

im doing fine just that tml i'll be having school for about 10 freaking hours..
from 9am all the damn way to 7pm..
we are having com pro test tml so gotta get our ass glued at school till it starts..
sucks man tml..someone save me..hahax

today finish earlier..so went back home..relax and slept awhile..
so sian man..wish i got some new games or something.
around 5 i meet dear dear and we went near her house to chat.
i like to hit her with her poa textbook..hahax
er i think she read this dun let me hold the poa book liao..hah

then around 620 send her home..then kiss her on the cheeks..this time she didnt turn.
hahax..she remember liao..hahax.
dear i want kiss from u..hahax
love u dear dear!!..

ah before i go..jut wanna say to all couples out there..including me too..
the guys...take care of ur girls eh..dont ever have the thinking to do anything that will hurt her.respect her...treat her good and she will treat u back good.
to the girls..hey guys aint robots..like i said we got hearts to.
sometimes the simplest thing can make us go crazy..
a simple smile to a sweet kiss can make us knoe that u love us..

alrighty then to all u people out there..keep the love..
and always keep rocking =)

one month of together-ness

2008-01-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hellow everyone how u all doing?
well as for me..im going crazy crazy and more CRAZY!..

today was jus plain boring..my EC PRO teacher is a total asshole.
asshole asshole asshole..no sense of humour no nothing..jus an asshole..

enough about that bald headed asshole..
today was pretty normal..school stuff then take bus go home..
today th ebus like super fast..then drizzled and heres the fnny part.
if rain should be cooling right?...but no it was like so humid and hot.
i walk a short distance also tired and sweated..haha

meet dear dear after that..hahx walked home together.
then the jiahao and annie behind us.felt their presence..hahax
then walked our seerate ways..i send dear dear home.
keep hitting her with her POA textbook..super thick sia.
my last time poa book lose hers..haha

then when about to send her home..wanted to kiss her cheek to suprise her BUT.
she turn then kissed at lips..ooooo great moment..arhh then she go home and i went back home smiling smiling andjumping around..ahh so nice!!..haha
i think she go home blur blur cos she say happen to fast..nvm dear dear nxt time i will look u in the eyes,lean my face foward and then kiss u...enough time?.haha

dear we officially one month liao.ah i will never forget how we met.i remember how i liked u and then it turned to love..You can make me run miles wihtout stopping.you can make me smile without any reason.you can make me fly without any wings.
i love you dear..as i always say...my heart will always belong to u.. =)

loves to u dear dear.
*hugs also =)*

1 month dear dear

2008-01-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

hie everyone..how u all doing?
arhh i super high and happy today..
today me and dear dear celebrate our first month together..
actually its tml bu we both finish late tml so celebrate today lor..

met her at youth hub outside then went somewhere to sit and chat.
chatted and stuff.. then gave her the perfume i bough for her..
hahax then she gave me the thing she bought for me..
ah it is so pretty..i like it..look!!

Ah so nice le...and it flips like a book...3 pages or so...first prints dardar which she always calls me..then nxt the date we both started being together and the last the word "together" but seperated..i have the letters 'toge' and she has 'ther'...is so nice..i keep looking at it..

then we sat and chatted somemore..put my arm over her..and she lay on it..sort of cuddled together..she really makes me sooo crazy..crazy for her of cos..hahax

then went back to youth hub..asked her whether she going home with her sis or me...then she going home with her sis so cant kiss her later..so i jus look at her..move my head towards her and kiss her cheek..

ah like kissing soft cream..its so soft..and she smelt great..ah kiss her she shy liao..hahax

dear tml its officialy our first month together..love you so much...nvr will i ever have the feeling to ever let you go..with my heart i promise that..

Love you dear dear..i want us to be together for all eternity.

bully dear dear

2008-01-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hellow everyone...how u all doing eh?
hopefully you are doing fine.. =)

today played bball in the morning..wah super hot and tired sia.
heart pumping and sweat all over..
good exersice and fun time..
then afternoon talk with my dear dear..hahax she kena bully by me..
wont say wat happen..see her "my space" can liao.
hahahahax...sorry hoh dear dear...dun cry
i sayang sayang you kz..
just joking around dear dear..dun take it into heart..
i love you... u knoe that..

then afternoon play bball again..wah hiong ah.
i bball crazily le these few days..hahax
but late injuries are taking a toll on me..
my knees are getting worned out
elbows like rusted like that..

i gotta train back my body sia..im getting tired easily.
train hard..gotta remember that..need discipline..

also,dear dear and me gonna reach one month ler.
ahh shes so great..love her like crazy.
shes someone who can make me laugh.Someone who can make me smile away from my pains.
ahh!! love her like crazy le..

i asked her she excited anot but she said " i dunno ".
i feel like i haven done enough =(
bu nvm dear i will try harder..ok?
love you always!! muackx!!

to the others..pls take care of your body.
train hard..dun spoil ur body..could be injuries or diseases.
pls take care..value life..
you will onli get one..

keep rocking ya'll.

first difficulties.

2008-01-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

haiz...since the start of the new year..i begin to realise that i have lesser time to see my dearest..

i cant go in youth hub anymore which really sucks to me cos i really love that place..
great friends,great atmosphere and also great fun..
i wanna be a volunteer there soon as i wanna be there again.
just a paradise for the young at heart me..hahx

dear really miss u alot..im gone without u.
i start to be more sick,losing less patience,having more anger.
i begin to sleep late thinking about you.
i begin to daydream about u cos i often see u.
i begin to read ur sms over and over again because i miss u..
i begin to lose myself..

dear dear i really need you around..
i hope u know that..i hope u feel the same way too..

i miss u dear dear...love u lots

miss her

2007-12-31T11:41:00.000+08:00

ahhh..hellow people..
today is new years eve..one more day to 2008

anybody going the countdown party?..ahahax
aint going..not into that kinda stuff..hahx

hmm yesterday meet dear dear..
gosh i miss her so much..walk walk then sit down to chat chat..
hmm i notice she sits sideways then wont be able to see her face..
hahax.
chatted then send her home..hmm then gave her a hug..then i notice sumthing..
she tip toed to hug me..hahax
cute sia..

then meet the niao de and zhi yi..ah called dear dear back down...chat sumore till late afternoon..wah my backside pain..
hahax..
play bball after that..

got a chance to meet dear dear..so happy..somemore yesterday she wear so cute..hahax
look pretty even though just simple wear..hahx because my dear dear cute mah..hahax

ah today im having a sore throat..so pain sumore..sucks sucks sucks..
ah...dear dear is making me jealous by hugging her bear bear...nvr hug me..
nooooo!!..dear dear so bad arh..Love you Love you!!..

hahax well the new year is coming and hope u all have made some resolutions to accomplish for te new year eh..take care all..

keep rocking ya'll

lost pool

2007-12-29T10:55:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone..new year is coming..
new things coming up,new experiences,new beginning.

hmmm yesterday met up with dear dear around 130.
brought her to a place where i usually go to pour out my thoughts.
then around 2 we go yh ba.
saw kenneth...shocked..long time didnt see him.

so 230 starts,meaning pool time.
hah i won all the matches with dear dear...onli lost one to yida..
happy happy cos won 6 rounds with her...then she must do 6 things for me...

BUT!!...at 430 like that...my form started to fade away..
lost to zhi yi...then dear dear see my form gone liao she take advantage...
win me two rounds in which one round i made myself lose..
ahh then now from 6 wins minus off her wins...become 4..
lesser things..left 3 now cos i ask her writ comment for me..hahax

ahh yesterday was last day at yh...great memories there..
great place...will miss everyone single one there..except some people..hahax

last of all...always remember that i met dear dear right there at yh..hahax

well another chapter comes,

the new year...what are my resolutions u might ask..

well first of all.
im gonna love my dear dear and cherish her like crazy.which im still doing now.

gonna take her to nicer places.give her more hugs and kisses..hahax basically jus giving her all my love and my promise that i will not leave her no matter what..

secondly

im gonna get myself more fit..possibly by end of 2008 i will be weighing at 65kg and alot more fitter...now currently people im 74kg...yup im that heavy...and im jus 170cm tall..hahax

haven thought of the other resolutions...if i got them.. will post them here aight..have a wonderful new year people..

ouh LOVE YOU DEAR DEAR..

keep rocking people..

hali gali

2007-12-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

yo hows everyone out there?..having fun..hope u are eh

well today dear dear come over to my hse house for awhile..
wait for time to pass then go youth hub.
she wore the shirt i bought for her...and yup it was kinda long..
ask her to fold but she dun wan..like that nicer mah..haiyoh dear dear..hahx

then go youth hub with dear dear..hold hands again..hahax
ah then at youth hub..played pool with dear dear and zhi yi also..
haha won dear dear 3 times..hahx
she poor thing ah all the ball nvr go in..
today like never lose le.hahahax.
but pity nxt year i cant join the pool competition..overage..darn.

then played this card game called halli galli..
fun game but kinda painful on the hands and fingers...those who knoe about the game
should knoe what im talking about...

ah overall fun fun fun day..
hehx..

note: haven get hug from dear dear...i want =((((

xmas partay

2007-12-27T09:26:00.000+08:00

hellow everybody..hows ur christmas?..fun

well on christmas day itself i went to go play bowling with my family.
had a great time and i got the highest score among everybody..
190 out of a possible 250 if im not wrong...hahax

hmm yesterday had xmas party at youth hub..
played some wacky games...everytime i tio bang..
those at youth hub should knoe about that game...
eat eat..the cake was super nice..haha
exchanged gifts...i got chocolates and a pen holder..cool

after all is done..everyone go home..
give present to dear dear and zhi yi.
ahhh..then after that go to bball court and play..

overall had a great christmas time..hahax
ahh jus got disappointed and sad at some moments..
but overall it was fine.. =)

now everyone awaits the new year..hahax

ouh...Love you dear dear =) muackx!

siao siao..

2007-12-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh all this while when i talk on the phone with dear dear..
i'll say i love u to her...then she'll give that shy laughter and you knoe..jus keep quiet after that..

but!!..today 1.17am she said i love you too back to me!!..
arhhh!!...okay might not be such a big thing to u all but it is to me..hahax
ahh was crazy like siao when she said that...hahahax

crazy baby crazy..im like that..
hahx.. ahh happy happy!!..

love you dear dear..muackx!
now u knoe two ways to make me go nutty crazy..hahax

=)

merry christmas hoho

2007-12-25T09:25:00.000+08:00

Yooo!... or should i say ho ho ho!!..
Merry christmas everyone..have a great day eh.

well yesterday went out with dearest,zhi yi and yida.
went to see the movie Alvin And The Chipmunks.
Awesome movie,cute,funny and completely entertaining.
i like theorde..the youngest of the chipmunks. hes cute.

after the movie,yida had to go find a present for a gift exchange.
so we walk around causeway.finding something.
we walk pass a SAMSUNG shop.with all its mobile phones there.
as we were looking at the phones.
zhi yi suddenly said " Why all samsung phone ar? ".
yida proceeded to say " Because its a samsung shop ".
i laughed till tears came out. it was super funny.
that zhi yi forever blurr blurr.

hmm after yida bought the gift.then he went off and i went to eat ice cream with dear dear and zhi yi. Dear dear feed me some ice cream..
ahhh just tasted much better..hahax

after the ice cream..headed home.
off the bus and walked home.
ah something interesting happen when we were walking too.
me and dear dear walk infront of zhi yi.
since zhi yi behind me then it was so quiet.
i suddenly turned and "boo!" at zhi yi.
hah she got shocked..yessa!

zhi yi went to see some bags and i sent dear dear home first.
ahhh on the way..i held her hand..was so nervous she'll let go that my palms started to sweat..fortunately she never let go.ahh but my palms were still wet though..sry dear dear.

today had an awesome day.
was fun throughout the whole day.

at the cinema,dear was feeling cold then she place her hand near me.then i just try to give her some warmness and held her hand and also rub abit so her hand wont get cold.
ahhh..she never resisted..

Love dear dear so much!!.. =)
each passing day,my love for you grows stronger..
muackx! for u dear dear..

and to everyone one else out there.
Merry Christmas And A Happy New Yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... =)

tio bullied

2007-12-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

today go youth hub with dear dear..hahax then sit sit...ah i wanna go there with her more often!!...hahx

arghh!!!.....today i got bullied by dear dear and zhiyi..

zhiyi keep hitting me,then show me her fist..hahax
play pool with dear dear and zhi yi..
lose alot of match with zhi yi...arhh then keep bully me.
then dear dear keep disturb me when i play with zhi yi..

arhh they both double team me...arhh
then dear dear keep tapping me on my back...then i miss my shot.
then zhiyi won...noooo!!

dear dear u sooooo bad...
then play match with dear dear...hahx win her first match..she didnt even pot a ball at all.hahax
but the nxt match she won..arhh
i tio bullied..

i no form today then kena bullied...arhhh!!..
dear dear u so baaad ah..hahhaax
though i got bullied...had a fun day with dear dear and everyone..
hahax
LOVE YOU DEAR DEAR..!!
muackx!..
take care all..

scareded me

2007-12-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

yo...how are u all today?..fine?

hahx yesterday i got scared by my dear dear...she crept up to me when i was playing pool.
focusing on the ball then suddenly BOO!...or i think she said HOOO!!!...then i shocked
then nearly fouled in the process..
dear dear so bad...not onli that..

when i was playing pool...she keep disturbing me..hold my cue stick and i couldnt move..
then she push push my cue...almost foul..
dear dear u sooooo bad...arghh....will have my revenge..ahhax
watch ur back hoh dear dear..

hehex..then say u strong huh...haha

dear dear u soo cute...
love u like crazy..hahax

miss u dear..come back quick from causeway k...miss u miss u,
hahax muackx!..

=)

2007-12-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

harlow harlow...how u all doing eh?..
hope you all are doing well cause the constant non stop rain is bringing my spirits down.
so boring cant do anything..got xbox 360 but want buy the game so expensive!..

=)
ah today i think i abit hurt dear dear feeling..
say something she didnt like..
sorry hoh dear..
didnt mean to hurt you dear...u knoe i'll never ever want to hurt u.
sorry for my mistake..

Love you dear..!
muackx!..
hugs to u dear..

=))
with love,
dear dear yan.

yahoo

2007-12-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah..!!

Me and dear dear 1 weeks liao..hahax
Love her lots..shes my dear dear..

hehx..i'll never wanna leave her...never ever..hahax
muackx for u dear dear..

go crazy everytime she calls me dardar.
think of her every second.
thats how much she really means in my heart..

love her always..hahax

dear dear i love u.

2007-12-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone..sry no updates the past few days..

hmm yeah,yesterday my dear dear come my hse..hahax
sian mah so ask her come lor...she also nothing to do..
bout noon she came..then we watch NBA together..haha basketball.
sometimes she see the people play then suddenly laugh i also dunno why..
dear u so weird le..hahax

when watching i got close with her...and wow
she smells great..and so nice to lean onto..hahax
oh ya dear dear...the bed very comfortable hoh..hahax

after we just go youth hub lor..

had a great day with my dear...i wanna do more.. =)
love her always..

update lor

2007-12-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

ouh just wanna say to some people...hope u all cheer up k.
today a few people i know like very very sad or no mood like that..

hope they are alright ba..dun quarrel or what kz..people will have misunderstandings and do mistakes..so hopefully u'll forgive them and move on the way u all were.

and if people call u other names that u dont like..dun be sad...jus ignore what they say...and eventually they wont say it to u...treat it as if it is nothing..
smile...dun sad sad kz. =)

oh,dear im going head over heels for u...wish that i can hug u so tightly.
everyday i see makes me wanna be closer with u..to feel ur warmth..
i love u so much dear..
wanna spend more time with you...you make my heart go boom boom boom.
hehe muackx!...

my dear

2007-12-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

Your sweet voice so soothing to my ears.
With you,all my trouble clears.
My heart skips a beat, overwhelmed by your cuteness.
Among all the smiles, yours was the brightess.
Your special to me, my heart knows.
My love for you shall never falter,but up it goes.

not such a nice poem...its for my darling..hope she likes it.
love u dear.. =)
muacks muackx!...tell me how the poem nice anot k..hahax
miss u always..

hahax..

2007-12-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

harlow harlow...holy crap long time nvr post sia..okok i knoe my friends out there been asking me to update..so let me

well let give u reasons why i nvr update..busy lar
wah,playing game,pool,basketball and lastly study..ahahahax
sumtimes i jus dunno what to blog about..hehe

ouh ya,theres this funny video on youtube..u should go check it out if u can..
go youtube and search jeff dunham...his videos are very very funny.hahaxs

well i got another thing i wanna say out..theres this girl......
wow shes so cute,shes so nice like a angel from a sky..hahax
well yeah i kinda like her..okay u got me...i like her alot..
she been all over my mind..i'll start dreaming away when she comes into mind.
thats how she really makes me so into her..ahax

but when im near her..im so nervous i can barely talk..hahax
shes that powerful..hahax.
getting to knoe her more..hopefully yeah u guys knoe what..
the question..hahhaax

well thats all i gotta write...gonna be gyming and training during the term break..so mayb wont update that often...so cya all..take care
keep rocking! =)

i knew it

2007-11-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

wah what i dont want to happen,happened.

she didnt want me..aiyer sad sia.
really liked her le.then like this..sad sad sad..
see her also dunno want talk what. jus see onli.
sometime dun even want face her..cos the feeling still there..
will make me remember..

why must like this...WHY!!!!!!..
i always get dumped...its been normal..so just let it be..

anyway..my friendster like dying sia...come on people...send me comments le..
u knoe where to go my profile...u should be able to see it on the right --->>

talk nice thing about me le..i good right?
hah
alrighty all..take care..keep rocking..

ps: still miss her.

does she want me??

2007-11-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

Does she want me around her??.. she rarely seems to sms me anymore..
haiz even though shes far younger than i am..i still love her.

wish she stil has the heart for me...whatever she want me to be,i will be.
whatever she want me to do,i will do.
dear, though its jus been awhile..i still wanna be with you for as long as we can.
without you,i aint myself no more..pls dear i love you.....

Missing her........sooo much...

lamer tak update oi

2007-10-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yo...all my friends..sorry long time no update man..been schooling..no time..
bloody hell..and im hooked on my games..
Enter The Matrix and F.E.A.R.

F.E.A.R i tell u its a freaking scary game..damn it its like juon and all those scary thailand movies put into one..the game is basically going around killing soldiers and seeing the ghost..she appears out of nowhere to scare the shit out of u...seriously

its one of the best and scariest games i have every played...u all should try it out...wanna see how the game is like...go youtube and type in F.E.A.R...wan see how the ghost look like...type F.E.A.R Alma...and see the first video

u will be scared i tell u..haha

oh ya,the girl i like..got a boyfriend oreadi...well what can i say or do...the better man won..
shes taking her o levels,so i hope she doesnt get distracted by the relationship..
haiz i lost her man...actually after her o levels i wanna 'ask' her..so she wont get distracted during o levels...but i guess she thaught otherwise..

well i wish her all the best...hope we still be friend friend...
jangan lupa me..thats all.
sad but hey im in no power to control what she wants..

i gtg now...people when im not blogging...means im busy ah...sorry eh
tag me..so i will update more often..

take care..keep rocking.
BASKETBALL ROCKS!.

50th posts

2007-10-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

harlow everybody..whats up?

hope you all are doing fine..cos im abit down le.

i want ask ya'll opinion. Do you think a guy should still chase for the girl he likes even though the girl still has her feelings for her past love?.
lets jus say im the guy chasing..thats y..sedih man..means sad

i also scared i do wrong things..cos let me tell u guys ah
all of my relationships right,i kena dump.
cos i did wrong things mah..im always the one at fault..so i think im meant to be single or gay(which till i die i wont be).

means i think only basketball will keep me company through my single years..haha
and i think cos im single i will smoke more le..damn it.
cos dunno why even though my friends ask me stop..if the person i love ask me to stop..the more i'll try to stop...(so many stop)

why must like this..haha
no worries,im no that kinda guy who would sulk and sulk till the face long long..always the cheerful me..
so to that girl im liking now....i jus want say.. WO XI HUAN NI!!!

take care all.. =)

october 2007

2007-10-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

October liao lo

Two more weeks to hari raya..cant wait.
got kuih,lontong all kinds of food waited to be devoured..hahha

ouh ya i cut my hair also too..dun wan messy messy hair when hari raya starts..
i cut mohawk..wat u expect me to cut?..slope?...hell no man

bit spiky on top,side shaved and tail,well still there..long as ever..

since hari raya is nearing..been cleaning my house.
painted my room,clean te cupboards and rearrange the furniture.
after all of it its done,my room looks much better..yeah

nothing much to update though..jus that recently im having a shoulder inflammation..
like abit sore and pain everytime u lift something or move ur shoulder around..
cant bball when im having this pain...sian.

school starts back on the 15 october..cant wait..been rotting and decomposing at home for about 2 months..
been so long..all other schoold start their semester already and im here rotting..

ouh dang you knoe,sometimes i get the feeling im meant to be a single guy..cos every single relationship failed and the girl i like also will propably like another guy..
i end up,being scolded at,ignored and given attitude..guess i just dont have the luck eh..
no looks no nothing..well i guess my only girlfriend now..its basketball
7 years together..basketball..i love this game..haha
okay before i go crazy i shall say byee byee and have a wonderful life eh

keep rocking ya'll..hey if u need any advice..tag me..i can be ur listening ear and can give ya sum advice if i can..take care all..

i'll fucking kill her

2007-09-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

What i really hate about people is when they give you fucking attitude when ur nice to them..

to that bitch in youth hub..i dont care who the fuck u are.. damn it i talk to u nicely,i tried to motivate u for the pool competition..and u fucking give me attitude..u should knoe who u are..

damn it ur fucking history,i sumtimes got the urge to jus strangle u to death..
damn it so fucking pissed off..
i nvr treat u like some bitch..u force me to..

no more mr nice guy

fuck up!..

happy birthday to me.......

2007-09-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

Todays the 17th of September and it means..

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!..

happy bithday to me,weeeee!!

for my celebration,i did a mini one...i aint those type go into those big parties spend 100 bucks plus on food shop and stuffs.

i just went to my favourite sports shops like adidas,nike,royal sporting house and all that..Jun Hao,Yida,Cijin and Lixian followed me along cos they seem to be only free ones on that day...thanks ya'll for the company

browse through all the shops and eventually bought a basketball pants onli..luckily i jus bought shorts...i wanted to buy shirt and shoes...but when i got home..my parents bought me a shirt and my bro bought me a shoe..haha cool

well my bday was fun..even though it was like a normal get away...im still as happy as ever...thanks my friends for being there on my bday...

take care all...kepp rocking

yeah yeah

2007-09-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah!!...i won again the youth hub competition...last year won it also..
woo hoo...the atmosphere was intense...and it was so tight man..

like if u miss,ur dead like that..ahahaha
i lost a couple of matches that i needed to win..from there i tt i wasnt gonna make it..
that there will be a new champion...but i fought throughout the way..

and eventually won...haha
sorry ah jia hao..anyway u put up a great match...
respect u man..and to kenneth as well..poor dude...great player...had to settle for 3rd.

super happy today that i won...but at the same time im kinda sad cos i dun hab plans to celebrate my 18th birthday..
friends could be busy or have girlfriends to accompany or working..i dun wanna disturb jus because its my birthday..see how it goes ba..if they can i would be happy...if nt..then mayb a lonely birthday celebration..haha

or anyone wanna ask me out?...hahahahaha
i will greatly appreciate it..haa

well thats all..congrats to jia hao and kenneth..2nd and 3rd..

and to my friend yida who jus fell short in 4th place...dun sad man..
u played well..and to the other competitor who didnt make it...dun wry
do better next time..hopefully u'll be the champ..
for now i am...da champ..hahaha

take care all..keep rocking!

what the fuck!!

2007-09-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Alright today sumthing horrible happen today..

2 people fell from my hdb block today...omg i saw them fall when i was looking out the window..not once but twice...bloody hell i tell u

two of them were women in ther 30s..one fell on her feet and walked away with minor injuries..the other fell sideways...hit our aircon thingy outsite and fell..her head was bleeding like a stuffed pig..
it was a horrible sight..i was shaking like a leaf when i heared the loud impact she took..
when i saw her all bloodied..i was scared to my wits.

her head was messily bloodied and her left arm was broken..i could see the bone pushing out on her elbow.
damn man...like what the fuck man..

the ambulance and paramedics came as soon as we called..they took care of her...and brought her to the hospital..i think she should be alright..
cos the thought of having a fallen victim spirit here aint my kind of idea of a quiet place..

september is here and is nearing my bday...wow i cant wait though i still haven think of any place to go yet...and who to invite..haha

go with the flow and anybody wan come is invited..
well i hope i get todays bloody event get out of my head...is freaking me out..
take care all and keep rocking..

oh ya,any other MALAY basketballers out there.?!?!?!??!!?..
COME ON~!!...im feeling shitting lonely here!!!

long time no blog sial..

2007-09-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

yo oh gosh been a month not blogging..sorry ah just like couldnt find new stuffs to update..

well recently i've been playing alot of pool..thats cause the youth hub pool competition is up..haha 1st prize 90 bucks..better than nothing...and jus 5 bucks to participate..

gotta win no matter what..

recently also i sprained my bloody ankle..right ankle to be precise..haha
it hurts like hell sumtimes..and sumtimes if doesnt hurt..attitude ankle.
ouh yeah today i found an adidas shoe...wah damn nice...but abit spoil here and there...but nth a little glue cant fix.hahx

i've been thinking ah..im like the only malay playing bball..im feeling very very lonely..
sumtimes my chinese friends ask me why never hang out with malay friends..

well im kinda sick of some of them...treat them good...give them cigerretes sumtimes...then they return nothing back..
im a malay myself..but i gotta say that our race like being more chia lat..
hope that will change..

i hope i will blog mre often...cos i got nothing new to update..haha
my bday is coming!!...17 september!!..
dunno how to celebrate it..cos some of my friends having o levels,girlfriends to accompany and work..

well if u all wanna knoe what i've been doing recently...jus been having fun and enjoying life..
and yes if alot of my buddies out there wondering...im single k..im not with anyone now at the moment k...dun think i this type everytime gt gf le...wah lao... =)

well keep rocking ya'll

long time no post doi

2007-07-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

wah wah long time no blog sia..
been busy and i mean really busy with studies,gyming and bball of cos..

as i live day after day after day...i realise,like i'm doing the same thing over and over again...so i gotta change how i live my life...cant make a dull thing..or issit i jus need sumthing or sumone?..

argh cant think about that,got mor thingy to worry bout like studies..damn damn..
maths ok,electric technology ok.engineering mechanics abit down there.ahaa
after gyming for almost 3 to 4 months...getting results..i feel big..haha
triceps and chest are the main parts i wanna tone up now..heh
whats the purpose of me toning up even though im nt in dragon boat or canoeing...cos i jus wanna look fit..thats all...fi and healthy..haha
oh ya,me smoking habits are going down down..congrats yan..

TRX...haiz only some people knoe..issit that bringing me down or is jus me not having much fun?..i want fun...FUN FUN FUN!!...WHERE!!??..

aiyah mayb sumday will ba...alrighty then..will post more often..mayb after me exams...which is after 22 august.haha
take care and keep rocking ya'll

gta!

2007-07-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

hellow..sorry long time no post..been playing games and basketball more frequently...normally i wont play games that muh but ever since i got gta san andreas...but addicted to it...haha

nothing much happen when i was away(not blogging)..jus normal stuffs..
ouh and im really determined to get fit now...everytime before i bathe..i do 100 push ups and sit ups..also a few lifts of my bucket of water which is quite heavy when totaly filled up..haha

so i hope that by the end of this year,i can have a fit tummy or if can a tone up one...and also big biceps and triceps..haha
and what for i do this...not for the girls..no no jus that i want be fit..
cos im kinda fat..haha.

gonna take a long time and perseverance to do this...haha
well nothing much to say though...well off to play gta san andreas then..hahaha
keep rocking ya'll

like that

2007-06-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone..how ya doing?..

school is gonna start back tml..back to class and homeworks and projects..err give me the goosebumps..during the holidays.nothing much happened..had fun here and there but was basketball the whole two weeks..haha

okok i also cut my hair..finally..
singapore is a hot country..i cant take the heat..so cut my hair..if u look me from the front..look very guai then when u see behind..a tail waiting to greet ya...yup thats how my hair is now...next time let u all see..

school school school...sian ah..
im still wondering and searching for malay basketballers..so far i found out another one..left hander..
not bad..im thinking of gathering all the malay basketballers together and creating a team..haha that would be cool..haha

nothing much to update about...my life is damn dull..haha well take everyone
and keep rocking ya'll

2007-06-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

Hellow everybody,whats up?..

lately people been asking me..whether they are handsome enough or pretty enough.good enough to get the girl or guy they wan..
well im not exactly the hitch guy but jus wanna tell them and potentialy sum of u all out there having this thinking.. i mean if u wanna show ur 'target' who u really ah..dun make urself so stressed bout appearance all this...jus be urself..
i mean if the person cant accept how u are...aint gonna last long..thats what i think..

okay then..today wasnt fun at all...a relative of mine..my mum and dad call her 'obek'..
she was a sweet lady..and very caring..and today she passed away..
i woke up today jus to be told by my mum that she has left the world..a sad thing to occur..
but i cant stop death neither can anybody..is the choice of god..

so people..if u have been disrespectful,ignorant of ur elders...think again pls..they gone through alot to put up with u again..the last thing thing they want its to get ignored and shouted at...take care of them..give them happiness..before they leave this world...say i love u to them before they're gone..
haiz...good people come and they go..

cant blog further...take care all.
kee rocking ya'll

hellow

2007-06-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

hellow everyone..hows life?.. haha long time no blog..due to the fact im going gym,bball and eating more..haha

hmm people say i've slim down..haha really meh?..well u see the pic <-- to decide..

ouh people been bugging me to cut my hair..i want it long..jus to see how i will look like with long hair..so i tell them,on september 17..my bday of cos..i will go cut my hair..that should make them happy..hahaa

i got no topic to talk about..mayb some u guys and gals out there can ask me to talk about sumthing..need sumthing to solve i can help ya..im free..
most of the time i am..haha
tag and jus let me knoe aight..

been a long time since i work..later gonna go furama palace to work..anyone gonna feast there?..
ouh ya..let me tell u guys and gals..

if ur stressed..cutting urself isnt gonna make it any better..its stupid and silly...pls ur hurt and u make urself more hurt..think aight..
u should,be with ur friends..dun tell me u only have one friend...sure u got loads of em..and hey if they are not around..u can share with ur relatives or if ur nt shy share it with ur parents..of cos u'll get a scolding but that will put sumthing through ur brain..u'll learn a lesson..
but pls dun cut urself..its dumb..pls

well take care everyone..and
Keep Rocking Ya'll

think should go

2007-06-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

long time no blog...anybody miss me?...hahaha
been having tests in school...and gyming..thats why no time ba..

well im here ta blog again..-.-"
well i been thinking..if i like this girl,but the girl seems to go head over heels for this other guy... i cant force her to like me right...so i guess thats what i'll do..
jus reading her blog posts...almost everyday she talk about that guy..call it jealousy or jus giving up..i think its kinda both...more onthe giving up..i dun force people to like me...is crazy..haha

i think i wont contact that girl anymore ah..lazy and theres no purpose anymore...jus friends.hehx
enough about this...boring..

i've been going to the gym oftenly cos i have a huge tummy and a boring chest of no muscles.i wanted to tone up cos im jus bored of my fat,boring figure..since i have no relationship all this stuffs..im free to go to the gym...so why not eh..hahha

i have also deprove my bball skills...even kids can guard me now...omg..
gotta train train train...forthnightly going gym and bballing..my 2 week holiday is taken up..but pls any plans going out to enjoy...call me la...dun like that le..hahaha

im making u'all bored to death arent i.? haha well me shut my pile hole and let u enjoy the rest of the day eh..take care all AND
keep rocking

forget it sial

2007-05-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

Forget it sia..lazy to entertain her..she thinks im her toy..she think i wanna go back to her cos i regret..wah lao..she turns me off..so i think i wish her all the best in her life..

so she can enjoy life,chase that guy she eyeing and calling half cute guy..she was jus playing with my heart..how good.
well well, cos of her..my hearts all broken down and sad..she down there happily living her life..screw it ah..i dun wan entertain her oreadi..
msg her ages later than she reply..when online blog till nvr chat..i wait to meet with her..in the end she rather meet her friends..so yeah.i give up oreadi..

well i dunno what else to blog about..really no mood today..
exams coming and im still going malaysia tml for 3 days..hahaha absent for friday..muahahhax
want me buy anything from malaysia and 'smuggle' it here?..haha
keep rocking ya'll

respect

2007-05-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

im gonna say this the rock way,

to all bastards and bitches out there..im gonna take this fist,turn it sideways and stick up your CANDY ASS..

really arh,sum people out there really needs it..two timed people la,neglect friends when got relationship,complain friend never acc u when u urself keep to ur gf or bf...i mean wth man..
crazy or siao...cummon think before u open that damn foul mouth..

two timed,i mean if u love that other person...go ahead and tell ur current bf or gf that u dun have feelings for her anymore rather then jus hide it...to find out its even more heartbreaking.but to change ur feeling in the first place its already shit kz...wah la..

neglecting ur friends when u have a relationship..can understand that u have gf or bf then need time to spend with them..dun until u totally lost contact with them..that sucks..then when u call ur friends back,they heck care u...duh u leave them in the first place,why complain...right?..

then seeking smpathy from other friends its really stupid...say "i no friends all this...they neglect me" ouh knoe ur role and shut ur mouth..think before u say that..

what im trying to point out here,its that its hard when u have no friends..u gotta appreciate them,and they will too...help u all this..
if u dun appreciate,then no one will help u.. thats y readers..cherish ur friends..they are like family,u spend time with them as long as u spend time with ur family.more or less arh..

so may the "friends forever" thingy still be around u...so u will live a better,fun life eh..
keep rocking ya'll

having fun

2007-05-18T22:02:00.001+08:00

Yo hellow how are u everybody..hope ur doing fine eh..
lookie at this pic right here..cool eh..its actually jelly...i sucked it till it became so long and looks like a green tongue...cool eh..

anyway these days been quite fun and bored sumtimes..school is getting fun,friends are wacky,crazy to the core..girls at my school are either cute or pretty or just gorgeous..

love the food at the malay stall in canteen 1..wow..haha.. jus been fun..the bored part aiyah do u really wanna knoe...lets jus tell it out eh..

all my teen life when in secondary school and now in poly...i keep reading about girls writing so much bad things about guys..like guys are bad,guys are this guys are that...whatever man...at the same time im seeeing girls going crazily over their bf..wth?!..i mean u write so many bad things about guys and there u are going crazy over him..blurr

okay if u break up doesnt mean its all the guys faults...i mean there are bastards and bitches out there...nt only us..aiyer dunno how to explain..jus that when i read these things again and again..i feel like we boys need to treat girls like princesses..haha
i think its boths partners role to treat each other like princesses and princes..haha..i mean doesnt mean the guy cant be late the girl can come hours later...right?..

some readers might call me a pussy saying this but hey,im jus writing out my opinion..i mean everyones the same..guys of cos abit tougher but being like a slave to a girl aint love to me..haha

i dun support one side...i mean also for guys..u gotta respect the girl cos after all she is a girl..some bastards out there dun give a damn about their gf..treating them like nothing..how i knoe..i listened to a few probs here and there..u gotta love ur gf..gotta make her feel special...same goes for the girls to..we boys aint robots u knoe...we got a heart jus like u do...we got feelings jus like u do...so cummon everybody...SHARE THE LOVE!!...ok thats all

Keep Rocking Ya'll